"MAM JULY ANDITO SI XIAN! KAKADATING LANG" 9AM From: Ate Juliet Maics
POTEEEK! Gising! 5 minutes kain. Off to Maic's Gym, Pasig(Ortigas Extension to Marikina) pag akyat ko pababa na siya. I called him, "XIAN! XIAN! Picture tayo!".
Ang nice niya, Hindi nakita ung peace sign niya. waaah! Sasusunod ulit. Hayyy!
Pag ako talaga naka jackpot ng gwapo. 99.5% straight na ako, LOL.
"Ika'y biglang natauhan" BOOM BOOM LINE THAT HIT ME. :))
HALIK - Kamikaze
Kumupas na
Lambing sa yong mga mata
Nagtataka kung bakit yakap mo'y 'di na nadarama
May mali ba akong nagawa? Tila nag-iba ang mga kilos mo at salita
Bakit kaya?
Parang hindi ka na masaya
Ika'y biglang natauhan
Umalis kaagad ng hindi nagpapaalam
Ang sabi ko hindi kita mamimiss
Hanggang kelan ito matitiis
Ika'y biglang natauhan
Umalis kaagad ng wala man lang paalam
Pag nawala doon lang mamimiss
Hanggang kelan ito matitiis
Alam ko na
Magaling lang ako sa umpisa
Umasa ka pa saakin
Mga pangakong nauwi lang sa wala
Nasayang lang ang iyong pagtitiyaga
Wala ka nga pala
At puro lang ako salita
Kaya pala
Pag-gising ko wala ka na
Ika'y biglang natauhan
Umalis kaagad ng hindi nagpapaalam
Ang sabi ko hindi kita mamimiss
Hanggang kelan ito matitiis
Ika'y biglang natauhan
Umalis kaagad ng wala man lang paalam
Pag nawala doon lang mamimiss
Hanggang kelan ito matitiis
Ika'y biglang natauhan
Umalis kaagad ng hindi nagpapaalam
Ang sabi ko hindi kita mamimiss
Hanggang kelan ito matitiis
Ngayon ko lang natutunan
Nasubukang mabuhay ng para bang may kulang
Pag nawala doon lang mamimiss
Paalam sa halik mong matamis
French basketball star Tony Parker could miss next month's London
Olympics due to the eye injury he sustained in a bizarre nightclub brawl
in New York, he said on his website.
Parker, who plays for the San Antonio Spurs in the NBA, sustained the
injury when he got caught in the cross-fire of a bottle-throwing brawl
between friends of R&B singer Chris Brown and rapper Drake.
He received glass fragments in his eye and later spoke about his fears of losing the sight in the eye alltogether,
He has subsequently sued the owners of the W.i.P. (Work in Progress)
club in the SoHo neighborhood of Manhattan for £20million dollars,
holding them responsible for the injury by allowing the two groups to be
in the club at the same time knowing there was a history of bad blood
between the two.
Parker was due to meet up with the highly-regarded French basketball
team on Sunday, but will return to the United States on July 5 to seek
the help of an eye specialist and talk with San Antonio officials.
"I will be seeing a specialist in New York and hope to get clearance to take part in the Olympic Games," he said.
"The Spurs are very worried. Depending on the results, anything could happen including my withdrawl from the Games,
"The final decision is not mine to take. It's up to the doctor and San Antonio."
Parker's absence would be a huge blow to the French team as he is their star player and biggest name.
New York police have since closed the W.i.P club due to unspecified "code violations."
1. I WAS AFRAID of everybody's eyes
2. I WAS AFRAID OF MY EX GFs REPUTATION
3. I REALIZED THAT MAYBE I CAN STILL HAVE A BF
4. I HATED WEARING A DRESS
5. I HATED ACTING GIRLY
6. GOT REALLY MAD AT MY DAD
7. I WAS AFRAID OF MY MOM'S OPINION
8. I HAD NO FUN WITH MY EX BFs- LOL
9. I HATED MY BREASTS
10. I WAS UNSURE
11. I WANTED TO HAVE A BF AND A GF AT THE SAME TIME LOL
The description AC/DC refers to equipment designed to operate on either alternating current (AC) or direct current (DC). This term typically describes certain types of vacuum tuberadio or television
receivers. AC/DC equipment was necessary because in the early days of
vacuum tubes, some regions were supplied with AC power, others with DC.
Equipment which is able by its nature to use either AC or DC, e.g.,
heating devices and incandescent light bulbs, is not usually described as “AC/DC”.
Alternating Current (AC) flows one way, then the other way, continually reversing direction.
An AC voltage is continually changing between positive (+) and negative (-).
-wikipedia.com
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Growing up, I always hear this AC-DC(Silahis) term for bisexuals. Just now, my soul automatically switch to girl mode as I was uploading my debut pictures on facebook. I am starting to realize that I am not that gay, that I am still an alternating current. As I put myself in other shoes, I am quite confused and surprised at myself too. Could this be the reason why I couldn't come out before? Maybe. Yes. No? I don't know. I guess so. I'll write another blog about this.(Why It Took Me So Long To Come Out the Closet).
I got automatically irritated at my previous boyish cover at facebook and immediately replaced it with a girly photo I had during my debut.
The other side of me is waiting for a guy or my dad to piss me off so that I could switch to boy mode again. This side also tells me that most likely, tomorrow morning or the other day I'll be back to the normal BERTS URDANETA. :) Cause if Berts can't comeback, this blog site will be ako-si-beth-ulit.blogspot.com. LOL
The other side of me, which I am right now tells me to run away from the boy side, its been so long since I had a boy friend, but It is impossible. I just hate men. They're naturally pigs. LOL. Well. Sige!
I am confused. I am amazed. I am so pretty. YES I AM!
AND I am not sayang. Because, alam ko na dati pa, na maganda ako.
I don't want to close any doors. Just wondering what could happen to me after a few years. Whatever current I choose, I believe its for me to find out. I will choose the best for me. I will find the answers.
For the meantime. Enjoy browsing my old photos and call me maybe. :))
Walang basagan ng trip. I just posted my Debut pictures way back 5 years ago at facebook. Took the pictures at my Multiply(julyveranga.multiply.com).
GUESS WHAT! my soul automatically switched to GIRL MODE as I browsed the 18 Roses.
Seriously, I am freaked out! Could this mean? LOL. WEH! Hindi nga?
I am having thoughts na baka hindi naman ako ganun ka lalang tomboy. LOL. Nagdalawang isip tuloy ako sa breast removal thing that I was planning and my hollywood wear-a-suit party on my upcoming birthday celebration. OMG. WTF.
No, Yes, E nakapag out na ako e! LOL! Pero pag ako talaga niligawan ng crush ko sa 18 Roses. OH WELL! :)) LOL.. IMPOSSIBLE na yata... MAN!
I can't believe how much fat I have now compared to this photo. Again. Seriously. Shucks ang ganda ko. I need to get my beauty back. Therefore, magpapahaba ako ng hair and all the unicorns and shit.
Aside from Thor - Chris Hemsworth(Ugly name btw, but he's HOT - LOL) and KEN TZU.
I am very happy to announce that Mr. Phuphom Phongpanu! AKA KEN! Got me over a movie. Seriously, If he's crazy enough to love me. I'd surely be a 99.5% Girl for him. Here's the 30 and Fabulous Trailer - He's the cutest!
I want to look like him. :) SERIOUSLY! If I can't have him. I have to look like him! I WILL LOOK LIKE HIM! SOOON!
I guess this is part of breaking up. Kudos to this guy, I want a Berts Urdaneta remake/version of this Soon.. By the way, the FACEBOOK STALKER made me laugh so hard. "Sino si CHRIS???"... Sino nga ba? LOL
Call me crazy, but love is indeed patient and kind. Love
is for assholes too. Lol. Last Saturday, I realized my reason for waking up, and
that is to love. We are all born to love.
As I carefully stare at her, we were talking about how difficult her decision was. It
hit me hard. She is right. Its not just me who is having a hard time. Everything was clear. I accepted everything. I suddenly remember having a promise that I'll be her friend no matter what. I should move on and continue that promise. I guess when you love someone you are always willing to forgive and accept. Then you'll learn to fly. I have no regrets. I did what I had to do. I am not expecting. I am just in love.
Honestly, I don't feel any pricking feeling in my chest anymore. I don't feel sadness as well. I am so proud of myself and its gonna be a great year. I am looking at the bright side.
I
love you and I will always will. I'll be your best friend. I'll be your
number one fan. I'll never shrug you off. I'll never get tired of
listening. And lastly I am glad were fine. Trust me, I AM FINE. :)
Chef Heny: Bakit kayo naka smile?
July and Steph: #smirking
July: Na miss po namin kayo.
Steph: #strawberryshortcakeface #kamatisRED
Chef Heny: Tagal niyong hindi bumalik. Pumayat ka JULIE or JULY?
July: July po! #blush #epovertynapokasiako #lol
To my role model, my hero - pop! Happy Fathers day! Lab, Junyor
One Box of Salonpas and Omega Liniment. My favorite thing!
Call me the lesbian dad. :) Simple yet very sweet! I am very grateful and honored to receive these from my Unico Ijo #Des Junyor (descography.wordpress.com). Thank You! I lab you always. You be a good boy.
Because its Father's DAY! I'll spend time with my Junyor DES (descography.wordpress.com).
It's you and me kiddo. See you at WTC - Food Expo and MOA. :)
Because I could not possibly sleep due to Happiness, so I made my own cover album. Photo shoot with my Photographer: Mr. Lance Tripod, some editing and poof. Here it is. GRAB A COPY AT o-DES-sy!
BERTS URDANETA! Hanggang Sa Muli ALBUM! :))
This is only for entertainment purposes. "No Copyright Infringement Intended", "I do not own these songs" and "I don't take credit for the following songs Hanggang Sa Muli - Pow Chavez, I'll Never Love Again - Taio Cruz, You're Beautiful - James Blunt, I'll Be Fine - Stevie Hoang, Hanggang Ngayon - Ogie Alcasid, Burn - Usher, Don't Wanna Try - Frankie J, I Think God Can Explain - Splender, Payphone - Maroon 5 and Come A Little bit Closer - Brandy."
When I first saw you, I already knew. You like me eee! LOL.
2010, March. Bannaple. Karleng's 40th day. You were sitting in front of me, you were wearing white, you looked very shy.
As I browse your face you had this feeling - "what the hell am I doing here?".
"Hi! Ikaw yung guitarista diba?" - Boom, conversation ON! You offered to teach me how to play the guitar. Imagine you barely even know my name that time. Got your number. Texted you. No reply. The next day. Yes reply! Woot! We meet at Xocolat on one Saturday. :) You made kwento. I made too much kwento,
The next thing I remember is that we went to Cheesecake(Sarado na ngayon kasi malandi ung manager LOL joke) at Eastwood.
This was our first picture together. Pinakilala kita kay Gracie and Carmela. Look at our faces, ampayat pa diba? And that's your favorite shirt! BOHOL!
Hours before Eastwood. You were holding Magic(Guitar). Patiently you taught me simple chords/songs. And 3 months after, binili mo pa ako ng new strings ni Magic for my birthday! How sweet can you be!
So this blog seems to be I am your lurlur.:))
Thank you. For letting me be your friend. For listening, for being there always. I am going to miss you. I consider you as one of best friend. You saw me cry, mad and happy. I've always knew you are a great, independent and strong person. I am so grateful. I am so happy i started to have a conversation with you. Dinamubs kita. lol
Her
answer to my Hanggang Sa Muli song by Pow Chavez.
Di
Lang Ikaw
Juris
Fernandez
Pansin
mo ba ang pagbabago? Di matitigan ang iyong mga mata Tila di na
nananabik Sa iyong yakap at halik Sana'y malaman mo Hindi
sinasadya Kung ang nais ko ay maging Malaya
Chorus: Di
lang ikaw Di lang ikaw ang nahihirapan Damdamin ko rin ay
naguguluhan Di lang ikaw Di lang ikaw ang nababahala Bulong
ng isip wag kang pakawalan Ngunit puso ko ay kailangan kang iwan [
Lyrics from:
http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/j/juris/di_lang_ikaw.html ] Pansin
mo ba ang nararamdaman Di na tayo magkaintindihan Tila hindi na
maibabalik Tamis ng yakap at halik Maaring tama ka lumalamig
ang pagsinta Sana'y malaman mong di ko sinasadya
Chorus: Di
lang ikaw Di lang ikaw ang nahihirapan Damdamin ko rin ay
naguguluhan Di lang ikaw Di lang ikaw ang nababahala Bulong
ng isip wag kang pakawalan Ngunit puso ko ay kailangan kang
iwan
Di hahayaang habang buhay kang saktan Di sasayangin
ang iyong panahon Ikaw ay magiging Masaya Sa yakap at sa piling
ng iba pa
Chorus: Di lang ikaw Di lang ikaw ang
nahihirapan Damdamin ko rin ay naguguluhan Di lang ikaw Di
lang ikaw ang nababahala Bulong ng isip wag kang pakawalan Ngunit
puso ko ay kailangan kang iwan
Lyrics
for English:
Your
not the only one
Do you notice the changes? I Can't look
into your eyes It's seems I'm not excited anymore In your hug
and kiss I hope you know someday I didn't mean to do it If I
wanted to be free
Chorus: Not the only one You're not
the only one who's having a hard time My feelings are also
confused Not the only one You're not the only one who's
concerned The whisper in my mind, not to let you go But my
heart, needs to leave you
Do you notice the feelings We
don't understand each other any longer It seems like we can't go
back in time The sweetness of hug and kisses You may be right,
our love is getting cold I hope that you know that I didn't mean
to do it *Repeat Chorus
I won't allow myself to hurt you
forever I won't waste your time You are gonna be happy Within
someone's side and hug *Repeat Chorus
I've been sniffing inhalers these past few weeks to avoid
hyperventilation. This is for my chest pains that I am having lately. I am quite sure this is my Costochondritis. You brought me 2 times at Medical City for this sickness of mine. I can't afford and think to bring myself there anymore. All I have is this inhaler.
Sniff sniff.... Breath...
I carefully stared at you... I missed you and thank you for showing up. All I wanted was to see you and get my frigging cash box keys.
Sniff sniff.. Breath in.. Out... I am out!
Nice hair, I guess you've always wanted that style. I am sorry for not allowing you to cut your hair, for whatever reasons I had. Good job! Finally you made a choice.
Sniff sniff.. Breath in.. Out... I am out!
The hardest part of my afternoon was to act blank and see you cry. For some seeing you is a big mistake on my moving on stage, but for me seeing you this afternoon was a great source of happy endorphins.
Like I said - You are the only person in this world who I opened to without any
hesitation. You are the only one who knows my flaws and my darkest
secrets.
Sniff.. Again!
I couldn't stop thinking about the moment when you had to choose two 2 pairs of shoes. You were so pretty, you couldn't make up your mind. You wanted both, but it is not possible. That moment was filled with signs, a sign that you are still unsure and undecided. You made me choose a pair. But I think it wasn't the pair you wanted.
I am confused at you. There were moments that you wanted me to move on and there were moments that you are teasing me. But its fine with me. Don't worry, I wont expect. If you want me to be fine. I'll be fine.
[Verse 1] i can't believe u had the nerve to say the things u said they hurt so bad that they ended our relationship i can't believe it ..4 years gone down the drain oh how i wish things would of happened so differently i try'd to save it so many times but you still couldn't see u kept insistin' and resistin' that u would not fall again and now ur tryin' to tell me that ur sorry and ur tryin' to come back home ur tellin' me u really need me crying beggin both knees are on the floor but baby i
[Chorus] don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try no more u keep insisting when u know our love is out the door don't wanna try don't wanna try cuz all we do is fight and say the things that hurt so bad to where we both begin to cry don't wanna try don't wanna try i 'bout just had enough its been a rough road baby just let it go don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try no more tell me whats the use of holdin' on when all we do is hurt our love
[Verse 2] u and i had many conversations on the telephone [. From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/f/frankie-j-lyrics/don_t-wanna-try-lyrics.html .] talks about one day we having a place of our own wake up in the morning and have breakfast ready on the table but all of that just seems so far away from me had to wake up face reality it all just seem to good to be true after all you put me through and now ur tryin' to tell me that ur sorry and ur tryin' to come back home u tellin' me that u really need me crying beggin both knees are on the floor but baby i
[Chorus] don't wanna try dont wanna try dont wanna try no more u keep insisting when u know our love is out the door don't wanna try dont wanna try cuz all we do is fight and say the things that hurt so bad to where we both begin to cry dont wanna try don't wanna try i bout just had enough its been a rough road baby just let it go don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try no more tell me whats the use of holdin' on when all we do is hurt our love
[..fading into beat] (don't wanna try don't wanna try) (don't wanna try no more) (don't wanna try don't wanna try..oo)
(don't wanna try don't wanna try) (don't wanna try no more) (don't wanna try dont wanna try don't wanna try no more ooo)
Written 3 years ago. I forgot to post it. I edited it this morning and poof!
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Last night I can’t stop thinking about the issue of Hayden Kho, Katrina Halili and Sen. Bong Revilla. I was like, “Ano nanaman ba yan?
KASI! KASI?!
FIRST, I got so pissed of Senator Bong Revilla on the issue. He reacts too much as if he is not a maniac (Kap! Lahat ng lalake maniac! Kahit ikaw maniac. Tatay mo super maniac, pano kung doctor tatay mo? Edi papatangalin mo rin ng lisensya?). Away from that issue, you do not perform well in the senate, all of the showbiz people in politics you all suck! Example. Lito Lapid, Tito Sotto, Robert Jaworski! Watta hell people! Watta hell! They’re wasting the funds of our country. Especially Mr. Bong Revilla! He shouldn’t be in the senate in the first place. Aside from being the son of “nardong putik”, what qualifications does he have? Is he worthy of such position? Imagine MANNY PACQUIAO in congress??? Guysss... watta hell!
I don’t want to sound like Hayden Kho’s lawyer however there are lots of things to think about our country! And that’s not showbiz! Showbiz is just for entertainment and not for obvious repayment of political debts. And if he thinks that Mr. Hayden Kho’s licence as a doctor should be revoked, then he as well should be revoked as a senator because of his “null-heroic whaata-bout-we-should-not-care-speech”. I mean helooo! Whatta bout swine FLU!?? I will also be shocked if I see him running this coming coming 2010, and I will be irritated if he wins. I am afraid he might end up just like his father “na walang ginawa kundi mag day dream sa senado at magrereact kung me mangyare sa showbiz! Kasi un lang ung maiintindihan niya e!”
Second, Katrina Halili, seeing her cry in NBI made me feel bad-because she was super enjoying the dance video that they (Hayden Kho) made and then poooooof! Her video was suddenly unforgivable! I mean it’s her fault to be disgraced that way, she made it herself.
THIRD! Hayden Kho, whatta hell were you thinking, you’re a doctor/exhibitionist? Somehow Mr. Bong Revilla was right you are a pervert of the highest kind. You should be revoked as a doctor if you were married . But you and Vicki Belo are not married. Therefore keep up the good work, and keep your videos intact, guard it with your life, get a gun and shoot your genitals. Tata!
I think too much for today. E kasi. I got nothing to do. So don’t complain. Haha
Alone. Walking. Heading anywhere my legs wanted me to. Head pounding. My
lips were shaking. Why? Tears started rolling. Felt stupid, that feeling na I was in a tele serye. Waiting for someone to bump into and make my
tears into endless burst of happiness. Dammit. Four years. I can't
still can't believe this pain. Hello heartbreak we meet again.
I remember the time you made me copy your Accounting exam and I got a score of 100%.
I
remember when we went to Mercury Drug Katipunan to buy your lola's
medicine. You were wearing your favorite mossimo blue jacket. Those were
the times you were afraid of anyone's eyes. I understand
that you were/are afraid. I know how it feels to be criticized, but somehow
you made me feel like I was not just a person loving you in the dark.
I remember you telling me that "were just friends".
I remember you telling me that "your day isn't complete without seeing me".
I remember doing strama reports with you - Stryker and Walmart.
I
remember the time when you helped me court a girl from CDE. You knew
that I don't know how to please her but you were patiently helping me
to persuade her.
I remember the time you were driving 60 and
you shifted to first gear. You ended up telling me that you want me and
to stop liking CDE girl. That made me very kilig. We were almost near MC
that time.
I remember the first time we got stuck together. I
was really nervous. We were inside my car - Georgina. I drove you back
to MC.
I remember our date at UP - Rodics, Choco Kiss Etc
I remember our first Tagaytay trip.
I remember our Hundred Island trip.
I remember Singapore trip.
I
remember when our friends was mad at us for hiding, but you stayed and
held my hand making me feel that we can do this together.
I remember when we were at the Library, my ex lover was there and you made her say sorry to all pain she caused me.
I remember the time you brought me to 168 mall. It was the first time you held my hand in public.
I remember the time you cried because you got jealous at a friend. I hope I made you feel that you were the only one.
I remember you screaming at my ex gf.
I remember our first kiss. Caltex Katipunan Extension.
I
remember the first time we watched a movie together. The movie was
Stardust we watched that movie with a friend, she never saw our hands
were entwined. Kilig again.
I remember taking photos of you while you were asleep. Labas lagi ipen.
I remember bonjing moments.
I remember being too proud of having you as my gf.
I remember the time you made me stay.
I remember the time you we're afraid of Pixie.
I remember the time you fell in front of embassy.
I remember going to Makati with you.
I remember the time you shouted at me for laughing at you.
I remember the time you smiled at me for doing something right.
I remember shopping with you.
I remember kissing you.
I remember loving you.
I remember being dragged to church with you.
I remember how you drive. How great you are in reverse parking.
I remember the time I introduced you to my ate and my parents.
I remember the time I introduced you to my friends.
I remember doing new things with you.
I remember having imaginary kids with you. Do you still remember - Sophie, Theodore, Phoebe, Marquina and Kaede?
I remember the time you introduced me to your hs friends - but you never introduced me to your citi friends.
I remember eating with you.
I remember cooking with you.
I remember DVD weekends with Junyor.
I remember giving you headsets.
I
remember you in every sides and angles of what I am seeing right now.
From fast foods to supermarkets. Its all you. You are everywhere.
Memories of you everywhere.
There are girls out there, but they
can never be you. I loved you more than anyone I ever loved.
And it sucks to remember all of these everywhere I go.
I am drinking a mug of Yakult. Sabi kasi "Everyday OK!" e hindi naman. Just ate a bag of Potato Chips and some
left overs at Flying Pig. Wouldn't it be nice if I had it shared with
you?
I am on head set mode. I am shutting everyone out when
these are on my ears. Just so you know I just had a massage, wasn't
effective. I still can't sleep. Heart is hurting. Eyes are still
fighting.
Tell me what to do to make you change your mind? You know I would do anything.
Joy,
You're really pretty.
-July
(Tissue Number 1 - The moves like jagger tutorial from Bea Bernardo - Deseree's friend)
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I decided to comeback for her attention. I find her really pretty. When I sat inside the bar, I thought she wasn't there. A girl in front of the bar introduced herself, she's pretty too but she knew I was looking for Joy. "You're Ms. July?". "Yes". "I am Tess". Somebody from behind said - "Hi Ms July! Mag isa ka lang".
Boom. I smiled too much and Tess recognized. "Oo e..."
I ordered a bottle of Gilbeys Premium and solo plate of Chicken Quesadillas. Tess said that they have this rotation schedule - Joy in the afternoon is a server and will be a barista in a while. Wow. Informations. Does it mean. Maybe? Ugh... :) :) :) :) :)
Joy gave me my order - she said "Masarap yan, lalo na kung ako nag luto" "Ikaw nag luto?" :) :) :) :) :)
"Hindi Maam!" "Ay sayang.... Pagluto mo ako" kaso tumalikod na siya. ERR!
I asked Tess for tissue - maya maya inabutan ako ni Joy ng tissue. Tell me is she flirting back or she is just doing her work???
While I was watching PBA - Joy gave me a gass of water. I couldn't stop staring at her and she notices it a lot.
I borrowed her pen again. I always make sure na nahahawakan ko ung wet hands niya when she gives me tissue, water, straw etc. LOL. I Wrote something amazing sa tissue na binigay niya. I'll post it soon. Naiwan ko kasi sa condo ni ate ung shirt na ginamit ko.
While I was too busy writing she said out of knowhere "Gumagawa ka ba ng kanta?"
I smiled again - "Oo?!" :) :) :) :) :)
11PM andami na niyang ginagawa. I was just there, kunware texting but I was carefully staring at her. She's small, but I don't care, She's just 19 years old, She'll turn 20 on August 17. I like how she refills margarita drinks. She asks me if I am OK, I'll answer back and say "Oo, E ikaw OK ka pa?". :) :) :) :) :)
I ordered 3 Tanduay Ice more. My head was already spinning as I was staring at her like she was for mid night snack. Nagssmile pa rin siya. I just can't help but smile when she smiles back. I feel stupid.
12:00am I happen to saw a schoolmate way back HS. Funny encounter. I wanted to stay till 4am. But I have to go to Taft because I promise to bring my ate and his hubby to Naia Airport for their Honeymoon. Paid the bill - place a little tip and another tissue.
Joy,
You're really really pretty.
-July :)
Can we be friends? Please?
(Tissue Number 2 - I wasn't sure if I wrote my number - I was a little drunk)
I'll go to Eastwood again later. Like later later. I will grow some balls to ask her number. I never did this to anyone. This will be the first time I am going to ask a girl's number that I have no connections at all. Help me GOD.
I am still thinking, forever thinking, before making a commitment, I admit mabilis ako magsawa. To think na it will leave permanent marks on my skin. I really want to put a really small- FREEDOM TO LOVE tattoo on my left wrist or under my biceps. Still I am making sure I get something that means something to me.
A friend also referred a great tattoo artist - I am having a hard time to be convinced to go to his shop kasi his shop is in Cubao - But I was informed not to worry because he is certified by both Dept of Health and PhilTAG or the Philippine Tattoo Artist Guild.
I must be prepared for any side comments that I may hear. Well majority of us Filipinos are hypocrite - I meant we live in a paternal society were they think Men are the only animals who can get a tattoo, be fat, not to say sorry. blah. I am losing my topic, haha, sorry. What I am trying to say is that, If it will make me self conscious, again think hard before getting one.
I am also considering health risks, question? will I able to donate blood after getting a tattoo? well to answer my own question. I haven't/never donated blood ever since so I think this wouldn't and shouldn't be a problem. I was informed that the artist must have clean needles and supplies kasi I might have Hepatitis B and even HIV! waaah!
Wag na lang kaya? But I want to have one. I just don't know yet where to put the tattoo, what tattoo, which tattoo artist, when to get the tattoo? HELP?
Ito ang peg ko this morning. She got me by a blank stare. :))
JOY to the world.
Bea - Thanks for giving me kalandian tips. I am sure before I left Agave she knew I liked her.
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Bartender - AKON FT TPAIN
Yeah, uh huh Yeah, yeah
Broke up with my girl last night, so I went to the club Put on a fresh white suit and a Mini Coupe sittin' on dubs I'm just lookin' for somebody to talk to and show me some love If you know what I mean? Uh huh
Everybody jockin' me as soon as I stepped in the spot 200 *** and I'm bettin' ain't none of them hot 'Cept for this pretty young thang that was workin' all the way at the top Shawty, what is your name?
Ooh, she made us drinks to drink, we drunk 'em, got drunk And then I think she thinks I'm cool She gave me a wink, I winked back And then I think that we hit it off, something proper like
I like the bartender (Ooh, if you're lookin' for me) I'm at the bar with her (Ooh, uh huh, okay)
I like the bartender (Yeah, if you're lookin' for me) I'm at the bar with her (Ooh, uh huh, okay)
Got a brand new girl, so I'm feelin' all good inside Feel like I put some brand new 24's on a brand new ride Triple shot of Patron on the rocks with little bit of lime I'm just keepin' it real
Baby still workin' at the club, so I'm gettin' in free Wednesday night, I'm on the list, 'T-Pain + 3' Every time I hit the spot, baby girl takin' care of me How do you think I feel?
Ooh, she made us drinks to drink, we drunk 'em, got drunk [ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/t/t,,pain-lyrics/bartender-lyrics.html] And now I know she thinks I'm cool She gave me a wink, I winked back And then I think that we gon' have fun at my spot tonight
I like the bartender (Ooh, if you're lookin' for me) I'm at the bar with her (Ooh, uh huh, okay)
I like the bartender (Yeah, if you're lookin' for me) I'm at the bar with her (Ooh, uh huh, okay)
Shorty, I'm sure you heard that I rarely ever come out Unless I'm in the M6 doin' tricks, freeway burnt out Got a passenger side that's empty, wantin' it to be your spot Put you on my Billboard, we can act like the charts, I can end up on top
Don't smoke, don't drink, that's why I don't be by the bar, baby Just lookin' at you from a distance, lookin' like a goddamn star, baby So my girl don't see me, T-Pain, can I get those keys to the car? 'Bout to go and bang bang boogie with my cutie and I'll see you tomar'
Ooh, she made us drinks, to drink, we drunk 'em, got drunk And now I know she thinks I'm cool She gave me a wink, I winked back And then I think that, we gon' have fun at my spot tonight
I like the bartender (Ooh, if you're lookin' for me) I'm at the bar with her (Ooh, uh huh, okay)
I like the bartender (Yeah, if you're lookin' for me) I'm at the bar with her (Ooh, uh huh, okay)
