Babae ba talaga ang naghuhugas ng plato?

Ako lang naman ang naghugas ng plato. Tambak na plato.

For 4 years ako ang dakilang taga hugas ng plato ni Mommy sa Riyadh.:)) My mom really enjoys cooking and baking. Kaya lang after niya mag prepare ng food, grabe tambak ng kitchen sink, nakakaloka. Balik ka na Ateengg(Yaya)! :))

So here goes the story, Nagpprepare kami ng food at nagbabake ni mom at ate. Si father, tulog sa room! naka aircon! hoo hoo! Then after an hour or so, I was making Ube Cupcakes, dad came down to make the usual pagpapa cute na wala nang pumapansin.

I asked him to wash the dishes and make himself useful, aba naging bingi! Instead he opened the tv and lie down like a pig at our couch. Mom on the other hand said "Manhid yan!". But what really made me more furious is when he increased the volume of our TV Set.

Pakuyakuyakoy.

Ganyan ba talaga kayong mga lalake. Hindi man lang mag offer na maghugas ng plato.

Just now, I really hate boysss! Real boys are stupid and immature. Boys are Boys. Alam ko hindi lahat ng lalake ganyan, pero parekoy majority ng lalake e! umayus nga kayo!

Ang HB ko lang. Babae ako. :P

Hockey to Basketball

It was always been my dream to play hockey. A real hockey game. I remember when I was a kid, I collected every Mighty Ducks - Movie in VHS. I fancied Gordon Bombay, Charlie Conway and especially Adam Banks. :)) errrrrrr! Hit me if you know them! :) I loved the first movie though.

Unfortunately, here in the Philippines Basketball is the most popular game, every villages, baranggays, municipality - ALWAYS Basketball!

Hockey rinks were only available within my reach at SM Mega Mall and in Sta. Lucia(along Marcos Highway). Now, both of the said locations already closed their skating rinks. I haven't tried skating in ages, but I am sure I still can skate.

I learned how to skate in Sta.Lucia but I didn't have the opportunity to play hockey because the gears, skates, and sticks were too pricey.

And so, I shifted to Basketball. I started playing B'Ball when I was in Grade 5. I wasn't good back then. But I remember having my first score, the adrenaline rush while I dribble a ball - intense, my heart wants to explode every time I release a shot. From that day on I started watching NBA, I started liking Tony Parker, I wanted to be like him. :) I started taking B'ball seriously

High School was my temple. I was really good in B'ball.
First year - I was rookie of the year
Second year - Best Guard
Third year - Best Guard
Fourth year - MVP

College hoops wasn't really for me. Unfortunately, people around me back then had too much drama, showbizzzzz, "inggitan", "palakasan" and "seniority".



Not that I stopped because of them, its just that I was unexpectedly injured. I stopped playing ball when I was in 3rd year College. It was a tough and crucial decision.


awwtss!

I am not closing my doors on both sports. I will play those games before I die.

yeah!

Who's on my team?

Thanks for reading. :)

Mother. Mother. Mother.

Tamaaaaaah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Communication. Trust.

Last night those were the two words that has been running in my head. I remember when I was in Riyadh for High School, we used to talk a lot.

Me, Dad and my Mom.

We used to communicate, we interchanged thoughts, information and opinions.

We used to trust each other. We expected a lot from a promise. We believed.

The truth is my dad is an ugly liar and my mom is very sensitive. FACT!

The Itinerary was to go to the Supermarket and to go to Serendra(Taguig)afterwards to pick up my sister who is getting married by the way on May! Omg.

So yeah going back this was our system inside the supermarket.



Nakakairita lang. Ako ay aping api.

My dad is a great provider. But I cannot understand why he is being too “kuripot”. Suddenly, I remember I told my girl friend, when we become rich I promise to spend my money with you, because I love you and I am happy to spend what I earned for us, then I was like “baka naman pag tanda ko ganto ka-OA ako, hindi rin....”.

On the other side of my head was my mom, my mom who was always there for us to support and give us what we need. She didn't spoil us, infact she was being a mom, a very protective mom who wants the best for us. I guess my dad had a terrible childhood life, but it doesn't show because he is extremely funny/makulit/malandi. Made me wonder why my beautiful mom fell for him. Well according to my mom, my dad is ugly.

Well I had too much in my mind I couldn't even tell them that I am gay. I wanted to tell them I was gay. But last night, errr really bad timing. Haha!

For me communication and trust is a key to a lasting relationship, well unfortunately my mom and dad lost theirs. Guess and I am hoping that in time they could earn trust again.

Second, in my opinion people lie because they are afraid. My advise, buy some balls and speak up your mind. We only have limited days to live, so live your life and never regret. :)

I hope this entry is interesting.

Sorry for any grammatical errors. :P

Betty's Cakes

Verangaling Food Corp

March 2012

SOON.

The Sales and Marketing Department

Jul.Rye.Igg.Jon.Gle.Coy.Mir.Jen

Title: Spot the not
Edited by my friend / Office mate: John Edward Mira

Christmas Gift From My Dad

BREO - EYE AND HEAD MASSAGER



I was acctually asking for a back massager.

Anyway, thanks dad!




My sister trying my head and eye massager! :))

The Coffee Lady Caught Me Off Guard

I was early in Greenhills. I was so tired from field work, couldn't focus on what to do next. I have 200 bucks on my wallet, then I looked up on this lady cashier, I got hypnotized, I have no intentions to cheat on Carmela but the barista named "Bea" was unexpectedly attractive. She was extremely really nice, I noticed her teeth, it wasn't that bad but she really was attractive. I couldn't stop giggling while bbm-ing Des. The photo above is for me to remember the "kalandian" I did last night.

My girlfriend does not read my blog anyway. So if ever you read this. Don't be mad, blame yourself because you weren't able to see us(Des and TB - my sister) yesterday. haha! joke.

*kilig

2012

I would like to be a writer, its achievable, I am optimistic about it, I want it. I always thought I was good in writing in high school, but I was wrong. When I reached college, believe it or not I flunked E-101.

There's a reason why I made this blog, and this was to broaden my writing skills and at the same time move on from someone. *blag

I have forgotten this blog, Yes I have forgotten that this blog will help me to share what I have and had in mind.

So come 2012, my new year goals shall be the following.
*fingers crossed. *kayang-kaya ko to

1. to read 20-30 books at 2012 - this will help me practice "grammar", this is avoid wrong gramming :)) and be a writer
2. to look sexy by may 2012(my sisters wedding, my sagala at paete, laguna - watch out and by july2012 my birth month I would like to wear a bikini because I will be spending a week in boracay island - I can do this)
3. to be able to establish my mini business with the help of my targeted business partner
4. to enter baking lessons and decor lessons
5. to look for a job that doesn't have any saturday work - schools
6. to be good at boxing not that I want it to replace my favorite sport bball. :))
7. to be able to save money :)
8. to make new friends
9. to learn more and grow as a better person
10. to move on :)

Amen to that.

Berting Enjoying Her New Shoes - woot!

I am loving it!

I am thinking of buying another pair. :)

Hishashi Mitsui's Shoes - Onitsuka Tiger (Red Line)

I have been looking for this pair since I was 14 years old!

MY VERY OWN! ONITSUKA TIGER!

ohh yeah!

I would like to thank my lerler for the efforts of looking this shoes. :)

I LOVE YOU CARMELA! :)

CERTIFIED DOG LOVER

What our dogs think & want ?

1. My life is likely to last 10 to 15 years. Any separation from you will be painful remember that before you get me.

2. Give me time to understand what you want of me.

3. Place your trust in me- it is crucial to my well being.

4. Do not be angry at me for long, and do not lock me up as punishment.

5. You have your work, your entertainment,and your friends. I only have you.

6. Talk to me sometimes. Even if I don’t understands your words, I understand your voice when it is speaking to me.

7. Be aware that how ever you treat me, I will never forget.

8. Remember before you hit me that I have teeth that could easily hurt you, but I choose not to bite you because I love you.

9. Before you scold me for being uncooperative,obstinate,or lazy, ask yourself if something might be bothering me. Perhaps I might not be getting the right food, or I have been out too long, or my heart is getting too old and weak.

10. Take care of me when I get old; you too will grow old. Go with me on difficult journeys. Never say: “I cannot bear to watch” or “Let it happen in my absence.” Everything is easier for me if you are there, even my death. Remember that I love you.

by: Red Mango - Saw this from my friend's page at FB.


I MISS PIXIE!

CHAPTER 12 - COCHU in the ARMS of anader

...........Caught you in the arms of anotherr.....-Urbandub

SLEX

STA. ROSA EXIT


Si Lucy umalis, pumunta sa Tagaytay mag isa, uminom ng kape sa starbucks, naiyak mag-isa, tulala. Gusto niyang kausapin si Mary pero nangingibabaw ang galit niya. Makalipas ang 3 oras nang pagmumuni muni. Tila me naaaninag siyang babae, naka kulay green.

aba? Small world.. ang paedophile andito kasama ang gf niyang akala ko hindi magkakaboyfriend...

Asan ka! Mag usap tayo. - Mary

CHAPTER 11 - PANAGINIP?

Alas dose ang klase ni Lucy, nagising siya ng alas 9.

Alas 9 na, napanaginapan ko nananamn siya. Bakit di ka mawala sa isip ko.

Lucy! Me sasabihin ako sayo. Importante. –pol

k ppnta n k. –lucy
_____

“anu na problema mo?.. anu ba yon Pol...?”

“Lucilaaa! Pogi mo talaga.. pakiss! diba hindi na kayo nagdadate ni Rose?”

“o baket?.. lam mo tama na yang mga babae, hindi naman NA ako tomboy, ayoko na, masakit din, di na ako umaasa, ayoko na umasa.... ”

“potek bitter, di naming nitatanong, at LUC! sa una lang yan! sa una lang... pag nagtagal 3 na jowa mo..” pasigaw na binangit ni Cecil.

“di kaya ng kunsensya ko ang madaming chix at gerlfren.. so what are u talking about pol?...”

“Luc? Wag ka sana mabibigla”

“alam mo.. pagod ako.. kung mga girls yan.. wag na.. please... pagod ako dahil yang sir pipo na yan me pinapagawa pang lintek na documentary at ang malupet pa dun ako ang pinagiinitan niya e hindi naman ako leader. Naiinis ako kasi siya lang ang propesor na mainit ang dugo saakin! Siya lang!... am i that hideous?!... palagi niya akong pinapahiya!.. taena!... lastly... ayoko na si Rose.. hindi na niya ako kinikibo after siyang kumprontahin ni Mary...”

“LUCY! Shut up, Pipo and Rose are dating...”

“Bastos ka.. wag kang magbibiro ng ganyan.. bastos ka... bastos.. tang ina... bastos... sinong nagsabi niyan?...”

“HUWAAAAAAAT!?” napalakas ang sigaw ni cecil

“Im sorry Luc... madami pa jan.. mas pa kay Rose, yaan mo na un. No bren un si kwan. Basta. Pogy ka namn e.. dami pa jan...”

“....sigurado ka ba??”
“nakita ko sila sa me Percepolis, nag kakantahan... magkayakap sila... luc... kasama pa si Martha... laro nalang tayo basketball!!!”

“ui san ka pupunta???!” pasigaw na nasabi ni Cecil

“yaan mo na siya. Lasingen nalang natin bukas.”

Nagpunta si Luc sa basketball court nag laro mag isa para mabawasan ang sama ng loob. Malungkot dahil hindi niya inakala na gagaguhen siya ni Rose at hindi niya rin inakala na babalik si Mary ng biglaan. Masaya na rin kahit papaano dahil naging masaya siya sa mga araw na nakasama niya sa Rose sa labas.

Chapter 10 - SKANDALO (Day 184)

PAGKATAPOS NG PLAY.....

“paalisin mo siya dito sa auditorium.”

“bakit ko siya papaalisin? E gusto niya manuod. Sino ka ba?”

Hinila ng isang babae si Luc nang nakita niya itong papalabas ng auditorium.

“siya na ba ang ipapalit mo saakin? Siya ba?”

“Mary? Ang tagal mo nang hindi nag pakita? Bakit galit ka?... nanunuod lang ako ng play.. anu meron??.. aray masakit... bitawan mo ko...”

“Anung meron? Ikaw ang problema ko. Mahal pa kita....Bakit?”

“Matagal na tayong hindi naguusap. Matagal nang wala. Wala na. Sorry.. pero wala na kong nararamdaman sayo. Wag ka naman gumawa ng skandalo dito....”

“Were not over Luc...”

Tumalikod si Luc, naglakad ng mabilis tila natusok ng malaking karayom sa ulo. Pag ka alis niya sa likod ng auditorium, dali daling dumeretcho si Luc kay greenie. Umulan ng luha mga mata ni Luc. Akala niya wala na si Mary, Napahiya siya kay Rose. Wala na si Rose, siniraan kasi ni Mary.

Si Mary lang naman ang unang babaeng minahal ni Luc na 3 years ang tanda sa kanya.

CHAPTER 9 - BIGLAANG DATE? (Day 180)

Blag*****

“san moko dadalen?”

Hindi naisara ni Rose ang pintuan ni greenie, dapat pala pinagbuksan ko siya ng pintuan... ikaw walaga LUC!.. hooo... E pang lalake naman un. Di naman ako lalake. Kakairita, nagiingay si greenie na bukas ung door.... ewan...

Inabot ni Lucy ang dala niyang chocolate moose cake kay Rose. Galing pang red ribbon.

“Thank yoouuu..”

“Dito lang sa libis... gutom ka na ba?”

“Hindi pa naman...”

Kinakabahan ako. anu na.

Nakarating sila sa restaurant, umupo sila sa pinaka gilid, nagsandalan sila sa isat isa. Tila parang me nangyayare nang “puppy love”, dumating ang waiter at tinanong ang kanilang mga order.

“Anu gusto mo kainin?...”

“gusto ko itong beef steak”

Aba mahal siya mamili ng food ah. Mag lalasagna ako. hooo! Shake it off Luc!

“Anung gusto mong drinks?”

“water lang, hindi ako nag sosoda”

“ah talaga?..”

“Ok ka lang ba?”

“oo naman hindi lang kasi ako masalitang tao.... Pasensya na ha, nakailang gf ka na ba?” alam na ni Lucy ang sagot tinitignan niya lang kung magsasabi ng totoo si Rose.

“apat” ngumunguya si Rose ng maganit na beef steak.

Aba, tama. Nagsasabi siya ng totoo....

Natapunan ng tubig ang costumer sa kabilang table, napatayo ang costumer, dinuro duro ang waiter, napa tungo nalang ang waiter.

Kawawa naman ung waiter.

“e ikaw?” nakatingen si Rose sa waiter na sinisigawan.

“I almost... had one, i really like her.. pero she deserves the best.. she’s out of my league na rin kasi.. long story... teka? Nag ka boyfren ka na baa?..”

“ay nako, tinanong mo na kaya sakin yan dati! Wala at wala akong balak mag ka boyfren. Hindi ko talaga maimajin, nuod ka nga ng play naming, doctor ang role ko, best actress ako! haha”

“Cge manunuod ako, ang sarap namn mag pa ospital kung ikaw doctor..”

Hala humihirit na ako.

“waaw! Miss Castaneda! Nag joke ka!...” sabay tapek sa pisngi ni Rose.

Alas 9 ng gabi, sa libis, loob ng restaurant, napangiti si Lucy Castaneda, kampanteng mapapa oo si Rose, naisip niya na baka nga si Rose ang una at huli niyang magiging girlfriend.

Baka nga. Sana nga.

CHAPTER 8 - TEXT MESSAGE (Day 179)

“Alam mo Rose gusto ko talaga si Luc, pero kaibigan kita, cge sayo na.”

“Parang trophy lang si Luc ah, oo, i like her too, ittext ko na siya, makikipag date ako, try ko lang naman kung pwede maging kami, kasi parang nagaalangan siya sakin... Bakit kaya?”

“Nasaktan ata sa una niyang minahal. Me identity crisis pa rin, indenial na tomboy. Edi ba mayroon knang...”

“eee.. hehe basta! Wag na natin pa-usapan un! Ok! Identity crisis! Ganun ba?... cge... salamat Martha.. eto text ko na siya... bukas na lang pala.. hmmm..” abot tenga ang ngiti niya.

CHAPTER 7 - Ang Cellphone (Day 180)

“Luc.... psttt.. anu sagot sa number 8!... LUC!....” pabulong na binulaslas ni Cecil kay Lucy.

Saglit lang tatapusin ko muna ung akin. Saglit lang...

“.........”

Biglang hinila ni Pauline ang papel ni Luc. Nakita ni Miss Tenorio ang gulo sa bandang likod ng klase. Nilapitan niya ang tatlo. Sinigawan sila Cecil at Pauline.

“Miss Castaneda, lumipat ka sa unahan ng row!”

Pagkatapos ng isang mahigit sa isang oras na mahirap na long test. Napakamot si Cecil sa kanyang ulo.

“...ang gulo mo kasi e, sabi nang maghintay ka, ayan pinalipat nanaman ako...”

“wala ka namang sinabi e... bagsak nanaman akoo! Lagot ako kay papa” madramang sigaw ni Cecil..

“nako, baka mag PMA ako ne to ah. Haha. Patext nga Lucyyyyy! Yuhuuu,,” niyapos ni Pauline si Lucy..

“... anu ba.. eto mag text ka na..”

“ui me nagtext sayooo! Sinu yan si ROSE?!?!?” sagot ni Pauline

Lucy! asan ka? –ROSE Villena

“cge alis na muna ako ah.. mya nalang...”

“HOY! San ka pupunta?!?! Patext nga kasi! Nak ng...”

“yaan mo na, mukhang may maiinlab e... heheheheeeee...”

CHAPTER 6 - Anjan siyaaaa?! (Day 174)

“kala mo kung san tayo magpupunta noh...dito lang tayo sa red ribbon... haha.. Tsarap ng cake..” patawang sinabi ni Cecil..

“Expert yata ako magdrive! Vroom!”

Ay nako magpupuyat nanaman ako mamaya kasi mag-aaral pa ako. teka lang.. Anjan siyaaa!?!? si Rose ata ito ah..

“Ui.. ikaw ung kaibigan ni Marta noh?... si.. Luc!” Papalapit na sinabi ni Rose kay Luc.

Napangiti si Luc ng di oras, di niya maintindihan ang kanyang nararamdaman, nginitian siya ni Rose, kakaiba, parang hindi siya straight. Agad na tumawa si Cecil at Pauline, na para bang sila ang nagmistulang kupido ni Luc at Rose. Umalis ang dalawang kaibigan ni Luc at dala dala pa nila si greenie.

“.. oi san kayo pupunta?...”

“balikan na lang naming ha! Kain kami sa goldilaks.. masarap mag hanap ng pinoy...” maligalig na sinabi ni Pauline

“ballot pinooooy.. bwaha korni”. Pakutyaw na sinabi ni cecil.

Nako hindi ako sanay sa ganito, bakit kasi iniwan pa ako nila pol.. asar... anu na... halaa,,,

Tulad ni Marta, halatang gusto rin ni Rose si Lucy sa katunayan pa nga niyan, madami dami na ring naging girl friend si Rose. Naka apat na girlfriend na si Rose, ayon kay Pauline. Mejo misteryoso rin si Rose sabi naman ni Marta. Binili ni Lucy si Rose ng chocolate mousse cake.

Ewan. Bahala na...

“......Straight ka ba?”

“ha?...”

“..wala... me boy friend ka ba?..”

Tae tae tae tae tae TAE...........................

“hindi ako straight, di ko nga maimagine na magkaka boy friend ako e.”

“..talaga? ako ren e... hehe...” nahihiyang tumawa si Lucy...

“nagpapatawa kaba!? Haha... nag ka girl friend ka na ba?”

“ata...”

“Bakit ata? Anu ginawa mo! haha” binato ni Rose si Lucy ng Chocolate mousse na nanggaling sa kanyang kutsara.

“ui. Haha...joke lang di ko nga maintindihan kung tomboy ako o hindi e..tska demanding ata ako....”

“demanding?! Wala ka ngang kaimik imik! Anu ka ba imbento?! Haha... maganda ka naman ah...”

Ang ganda niya tumawa. bahala na si batman.. nakikipag kaibigan lang naman ata siya..ngayong ko lang naramdaman ito, parang ganto ung naramdaman ko noong high school..Kay Mary... na pinili ang acting career keysa sakin. saklap. eto na.diss is it.

Biglang pinunasan ni Rose ang manantsahang blouse ni Lucy sa may dibdib. Nakalimutan ni Lucy na binato siya ng chocolate mousse ni Rose. Natulala na lang siya, wala siyang paki sa blouse niyang namantsahan, basta ang alam niya sa puntong iyon masaya siya.

“Luc, sorry sa blouse mo....” napasimangot si Rose

“..ha? ayus lang to...”

“anu ba ginagawa mo pag me free time ka? I mean hobbies?”

“...naglalaro ng basketball mag-isa...”

“bakit hindi mo isama sila ces at pol?”

“wag na ung dalawang un.. puro babae atupag... gusto mo laro tayo minsan?...”

Anung hirit naman yan LUCILLAA! AH!!

“hindi ako marunong e. Cge turuan moko next time........... Alam mo ang ganda ng boses mo... kumakanta ka noh?!!!”

“haha.. ako? hindi noh..”

“Ui Luc! Anu ginagawa mo dito? Rose? Andito ka rin pala... ” hinalikan ni Marta si Lucy sa kanyang pisngi na ikinagulat ni Luc.

Sobrang nagulat si Lucy sa ginawa ni Marta sakanya, para bang ibang Marta ang nakita niya. Gulat din si Rose sa ginawa ni Marta, para bang aagawin ni Marta si Lucy papalayo sakanya.

“Anu yang asa blouse mo? Mantsaa! Nag tetext ako sayo ah? Di mo na receive? Alis tayo! Karaoke!” malambing na sinabi ni Marta kay Lucy.

“..Nagtext ka? Ah... cge alis tayo nila Rose...”

Tila nahalata ni Marta ang pagka gusto ni Lucy kay Rose. Nadismaya bigla si Marta at biglang binawe ang pagkakaraoke.

“Rose, lika dito...”

Umalis ang dalawa sa harapan ni Lucy, nag-usap saglit sa kabilang sulok ng red ribbon. Biglang umalis ng red ribbon si Marta. Lumapit si Rose kay Lucy at sinabing.

“Miss Castaneda, text text nalang, I have to go.” Sabay beso kay Luc....

CHAPTER 5 - LAK-WA-CHA? (Day 174)

“Lucy! Haha... alis tayo.. game? Di mo ako nirereplayan sa celpon mo para san pa yan!” sigaw ni Pauline habang nag prapractis ng arnis.

“...san ba? e kasi mag-babasa pa ako para sa physics natin. Long test kaya...” kapraktis niya si Pauline sa arnis.

Bigalang sumingit si Cecil sa usapan at tinabla ang arnis na hawak nila pol at luc

“Basta kami bahala sayo, kami na ang magddrive kay Greenie...”

“...wag na ibubunggo niyo lang si greenie.. bagong pintura kaya yun... tska mag babasketball ako mamaya...”

“wag ka na muna mag basketball, corny much mo! At sino kalaro mo? Si casper?!?! Tska Grabe kanaman marunong ako mag dlayb noh!”

Nagtinginan si Pauline at Cecil ng matagal na para bang me gagaweng kalokohan. Para silang nakahit hit ng marijuana, nakainom ng 100 grandmatador at napoleon. Samahan mo na ng kropek para sa pulutan.

Ayoko nga sumama. Anu bang gagawen. DETAILED KASI mga tsong....

Pagkaraan ng ilang oras, matapos ang kanilang P.E., dali daling dumeretso si Luc sa locker room para maligo. Bumili pa siya ng sabon at shampoo sa bookstore. Pagkatapos maligo, kinapa ni Lucy ang bulsa ng kanyang bag.

Juskooo,, asan ang susi ni greenie... patay ako.. patay.. walang tao sa bahay sinong magdadala ng susi ko! Asa Singapore si mom at dad. Patay patay..

Dali daling tumakbo si Lucy sa Lost and found booth. Pero ang sabi ng studyante sa Lost and found booth wala naman daw nagsusurender ng susi.

Patay ka talaga.. wala.. mag tataxi nalang ako pauwe.. shit...

Pagkatalikod niya, ayun si greenie, ang napaka kintab na mazda 3... 323...

Patay kayo sakin.. halos namuti na mga mata ko! Grrr..

Dali daling sumakay si Lucy sa kanyang sasakyan. Biglang tumakbo ng napakatulin ang sasakyan, si Pauline ang nag dridrive, si Pauline na walang dalang lisensya.

“.. ano ba kayo.. halos mahimatay na ako kakahanap sa susi ko!...Pol.. wala ka kayang lisensya!...” pasigaw na sinabi ni Lucy kela Cecil at Pauline.

“Chillaaax ka lang... sumisigaw ka na ngayon? Haha... mag LALAKWATCHA TAYOOOOOOOO!!!!!” pa cool na sinabi ni Pauline.

“....san ba tayo pupunta?....”

“Jan lang...sat ap!” sabi ni Ces.

Chapter 4 - Tayp ko siya? NO! (Day 172)

Anu kaya pangalan niya? Ang ganda naman niya. Pero muhka siyang straight. Wag na lang, sayang sa oras, matutulog na lang ako dito sa caf.

“Hi Luc!?” hindi niya mapigilan ang pag ngiti noong pag bangon ni Luc sa mesa ng caf.

“......Marta.. kamusta na?” sagot ni Luc na me halong pagka antok

“bakit naman dito ka natutulog? Sa Library ka matulog malamig pa.”

“...wag na nakakatamad....”

Nakakatamad mag explain, e kasi malapit sa classroom pag dito ako tumambay.tska andito sila Cecil at Pauline.

Biglang dumaan ang babaeng natipuhan ni Luc, amoy na amoy ni Luc ang kanyang mala rosas na pabango. Amoy na nakakahalina. Nakakaakit. Napasandal si Luc sa bangko, napatingen siya sa babaeng natipuhan niya. Parang shooting star na papunta sa table niya.

“Marta? Sabay tayo umuwe mamaya ha?” napatingen siya kay Luc.

“Luc? Siya nga pala si Rose, kaklase ko siya sa SPED.” Malamging na sinabi ni Marta kay Luc.

Parehas silang maganda, si Marta, simple tignan, tipo ko rin ito kaso kaibigan ko un, kaya... NO.. itong si ROSE? Just my type. Basta ang ganda niya oh, me pagka chubby ngalang. LUC! ayoko, bawal mainlove ang mga katulad ko, masasaktan lang ako. IIwan ka lang niyan. Peperahan. Aartehan ka lang niyan tulad ni Mary.. Mary? wala na si Mary sa picture... basta.. Asa ka BOY!? BOY? Hindi pala ako boy... hindi ako tomboy.. hala.. hindi na.. ayoko na.. wala.. hay.. wala...

“Hi... si Ces at si Pol nga pala...” biglang pinakilala ni Luc si Ces at si Pol.

Ang mag best friend, silang dalawa, palageng magkasama, mga babaero. Tunay na babaero. Si Ces, bata pa lang naramdaman na niya na tomboy siya. Naranasan niyag magulpe ng sobra sobra, at kinalbo pa raw siya noon ng papa niya. Simula noon sinabi niya sa sarili niya na wala nang atrasan, walang titiklop. Tomboy na tomboy na.

Si Pauline, narealize niyang mas masaya umibig sa babae dahil malambing daw kesa mga lalakeng isip bata at immature. Sa dame ng naging boyfriend at girl friend ang huli pa niyang nakarelasyon ay bakla at parehas pa silang nagtatago dahil takot sila masira ang pangalan ng kanilang mga amang me pusisyon sa pulitika.

Patay.... wala na.. turn off na siya sayoo Luc!

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“Pol! Luc! Tara na malalate tayo.” Nginitian ni Cecil si Marta at Rose.

CHAPTER 3 - Yellow form (Day 145)

Nakasalubong ni Luc ang kanyang kaibigan simula pa noong first year high school siya, si Mitsi, medyo tumaba na ang kanyang kaibigan na animoy hikaen noon. Asa may registrar office sila pumipila para sa pagpapadagdag ng klase or subjects na naiwan.

“Oi VAL! Bakit ka andito? Hahah me bagsak ka ba?” maligalig na inasar ni Mitsi si Luc.

“....VAL? Anu un?....” seryosong sagot ni Luc

“Ay nako Lucilla Castaneda! VAL? Valedictorian!?” siksikan sila doon sa pila ng registrar, buti pinasingit siya ni Mitsi.

“ahh.. noon yon...” tanggi ni Luc.

“Bakit ka nga andito?”

Ang daming tanong oh.. kakairita.. buti pinasingit ako...

“E kasi nga me iniwan akong subject na dapat isusumer ko last year, kasi nagpunta akong Singapore.”

“Ah.. pa-singapore Singapore ka nalang aah! so ano me honors ka ba ulit?”

“ewan ko, wala rin naming saysay kahit mag cum or summa cum pa ako” sabay kindat ni Lucy ke Mitsi.

“hah...., Luc kamusta na? Diba me dinadate ka? si Mary ba yun?” namumulang tinanong ni Mitsi si Luc.

“.........”

“anu?” nanlaki ang mata ni Mitsi, me halong pag ka tuwa na rin.

“.....sino bang magaling na professor sa Phil. Consti?”

“Kunin mo si Sir Pho, nag enjoy ako sakanya nung summer, nakakatawa siya! Cute cute pa... chubby cheese cake!”

“ah... ok.. thank u ah...”

Dumaan ang isang grupo ng nag gagandahang babae, lahat napatingen ke Lucy. Me isang babaeng kinikilig habang dumaraan, mayroon namang dalawang tumatawa at nagtutulakan at ang ang isa ay pinipicturan pa si Lucy. Napansin iyon ni Mitsi, nagselos siya pero wala siyang karapatan mag selos. Bigla siyang dumikit ng todo kay Lucy para tigilan siya ng mga grupo ng babae at para umalis na sila.

“Hindi ka talaga mahilig magsalita no?” nakatingen siya ng deretcho kay Lucy.

Napatungo lang si Lucy kay Mitsi. Simulat sapul hindi talaga maimik si Lucy, pili lang ang mga taong nakakausap niya kahit noong highschool. Hindi siya mahilig mag telepono, hindi siya mahilig mag text. Pero matalino siya, mayaman, mysteryoso, morena at tomboy daw.

CHAPTER 2 - I am GAY! (Day 164)

Ang first class. 7:30 ng umaga, Wednesday

“Good Morning Class! My name is Sir Roger Pho, Half Chinese, I am also a graduate of this Institution, and you can call me Sir Roj or Sir Pipo.”

“Hi sirrr Pipo!” maligaya siyang binati ng isang studyanteng me kagandahan ngunit mataba.

“Good morning... Bawal malate sa klase ko, ang malate kakanta or sasayaw, bawal ang malungkot sa klase ko, bawal ang nakasimangot.” Napatingen si Si Sir Roger kay Miss Castaneda.

Malabo ba mata neto, bakit nakatingen sakin to. Anung gusto niya palabasin ngumiti ako?

“Class, I forgot to tell you, I’m GAY...It means I’am HAPPY!”

Lahat ng studyante ni Sir Pipo ay nagtawanan, maliban sa mga higher batch sa likod. Ang mga irreg(Irregular). Sa likod doon nagkumpulan ang mga lesbiana. Mga hindi na tuwa sa unang hirit niya.

Loko to ah, matapos akong tignan sasabihin bakla daw siya. Ang rude. Sigurado ba siyang tomboy ako. Hindi ako irreg. late lang. ok ok!

Nagsimula ang lahat sa pagpapakilala ng bawat estudyante sa klase ni Sir Pipo. Malagkit kung makatingen si Sir Pipo sa magaganda, to be specific mahilig siya sa maputing maganda.

Nung nagpakilala si Lucy, ito’y ngumiti lang na parang natagpuan niya ang kanyang hinahanap. Makalipas ang ilang oras nagsimula nang mag klase si Mr. Pho.

“Class, ilan ang population ng buong pilipinas” sigaw ni Propesor Roger Pho.

Alam ko na yan, jusko naman itong propesor na to. 85 Billion. Bakit niya ako tinitignan, imposibleng type niya ako, hala, baka bading talaga siya.

“Chini?” tanong niya.

“seeer?” sagot ni Chini. Hindi niya nasagot dahil halatang mahina ang utak ngunit talagang maganda ang binibini.

Wala, walang nakasagot.

Kahit si Luc na Valedictorian nung High School ay hindi interesadong sumali sa recitation dahil sa pagka badtrip sa joke niyang “gay” daw siya(sir pipo).

Ay nako, ke aga agapag papacute ang ginagawa. Pero kahit nababanas ako sa klaseng ito, basta, e kelangan ko itong pasukan dahil overload ko lang ito, pag nabagsak ko ito, lagot ako, di ako makakagraduate, nakakahiya naman kung magsusummer ako dahil dito okaya maging octoberian ako dahil sa Philippine Constitution Class lang, minor lang to. Sus.

“Luc, tinitignan ka niya, sagot ka kaya...” Cecil ang kaibigan niyang halatang tomboy kung kumilos.

“Ha?...” napatingen sa gulat si Lucy kay Cecil.

Dahil me pagka binge si Lucy dahil sa kahiligan sa headset or pag gamit ng Ipod. Ito ang unang beses siyang mapag initan ng propesor.

“Miss?...”

Nakatingen si Lucilla kay Pipo, Si Pipo nakatitig kay Lucilla. Hinihintay ulitin ni Lucilla ang tanong.

“Miss?....”

“...Castaneda”

“ok. Miss Castaneda? Ilan ang population ng Pilipinas?” napa tingen si Propesor Roger sa name tag niya at sa makinis na morenang mukha ni Lucilla Castaneda.

“....85 Million.. ay.. 85 Billion” malamig niya binangit ang kanyang sagot.
“Mali, di ka kasi nakikinig, please pay attention in my class, if you don’t like me, get out”

Hala? Ni hindi nga ako nag sasalita! Bakit pinag iinitan niya ako.

Gulat na gulat si Lucy dahil parang kilala siya ni propesor taba at tila parang nababasa ni Propesor Roger ang kanyang naiisip.

Anu ginawa ko? Ke aga aga nakakabadtrip! Di naman kami close!

CHAPTER 1 - Define TAMBLING (Day 180)

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Pinagsisisihan ni Lucy ang pag-kasira ng kanyang alarm clock. Hindi mapakali si Lucy dahil pag iinitan nanaman siya ng kanyang propesor.


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Dalawang “tambling” na lang pasok na ako sa kwarto. Yes! halleyuyah, wala pa siya. Napa sarap ang pagprapraktis ko ng basketball. Hooo.. buti wala pa siya.. hooo!
Sumikat na ang araw, alas siyete na.

Dumating na ang propesor na mataba, cute sa mata ng iba, pero sa isang tomboy na tulad ni Lucy. Hindi. Isang malaking bangungot ang propesor na yun.

Hinde ko siya type kahit mag hubad pa siya.

Paedophile/

Paedophile is a story that I've been working this past few days. Actually i haven't finished it yet and I am still polishing some parts of it.  Anyway, some of you might find it difficult to understand some chapters because it portrays identity crisis and betrayal. Majority of the parts here are true to life stories.

I'll finish my other short story - Confused. SOON! :)

So yeah. Enjoy!

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"Kamusta Tagaytay trip mo with... Greenie?!!!" Pol laughs.

"ano?" Ces asking me seriously with a grin.

.................

POOH-TAH

12pm, near AVR d, last Thursday.
I, Ces and Pol. Were walking fast to go to SAR.

then.
i saw a bear. pooh bear.
i didn't like what i saw.
he wasn't wearing his pants again.
i wanted to puke.

he was smiling upon seeing me.
as if i made a crime.
but the truth is.
he is already committing a crime.
and.
i am a threat to his career.

i mean, lately now that i've heard about it.
i don't really care about it pooh.
i have no interest to interfere with
your honey.
i don't like your honey.
its all yours.
hug it tight pooh

pooh, you cant manipulate me.
i know how these things work.
as of now you disgust me.
and i cant wait to finish this semester.
i see nothing wrong.
i didn't do anything wrong.
as far as i know.
i am keeping my mouth shut.

if i could turn back time.
i'd rather go into another route.
even if it takes me 1000steps to reach SAR.

i'd do it. wag ka lang makita.
except on WF. god i have to.

pooh that day.
you told me you are goin fail me and my group mates.
and i was like.
WHAT? the hell do you want from me?
*close tayo??.....

Karma will get back to you. You'll see.

-Lucilla Castaneda’s
Phil. and Government notes

*****girl playing basketball, fell down... and saw her lover,,, stood up... then she led the team... the team lost though... but everyone was fascinated by her leadership...


****Moving on*****

I am not over you.

I couldn't stop viewing your page
A picture of you running in my head
Keep talking to myself
As if you were really here

I wish you were still here
Wherever you are I know your here with me
I want you near, But now its truly impossible

I used to think that nothing really is impossible
When I think of what I want to do in my life
It all seems to be nothing

Now you're gone I wanted you to stay to make this bitterness go away
how can I move on when I am still in love with you
I am not over you, I am not over you

I couldn't possibly let go
the heartbeat that was once yours
I regret the night I told you to forget me
All I wanted was for your happiness

It kills me not seeing you get what you want
You're the type who gets what they want
I did not know what to do back then because you do not deserve me
I was in a relationship and I don't want to hurt anyone
But how come it felt so wrong leaving you all alone

Today, I guess I regret it too much
All I want is for you to come back
Why did you pull the trigger?
Keep questioning myself
was I the reason for your pain?

Now you're gone I wanted you to stay
how can I move on
I am not over you, I am not over you

I am sorry, I am sorry
I could not possibly her go
I miss you, I love you
but I have to move on because

I am not over you, I should get over you
I am not over you, I will not get over you.