I am not over you.

I couldn't stop viewing your page
A picture of you running in my head
Keep talking to myself
As if you were really here

I wish you were still here
Wherever you are I know your here with me
I want you near, But now its truly impossible

I used to think that nothing really is impossible
When I think of what I want to do in my life
It all seems to be nothing

Now you're gone I wanted you to stay to make this bitterness go away
how can I move on when I am still in love with you
I am not over you, I am not over you

I couldn't possibly let go
the heartbeat that was once yours
I regret the night I told you to forget me
All I wanted was for your happiness

It kills me not seeing you get what you want
You're the type who gets what they want
I did not know what to do back then because you do not deserve me
I was in a relationship and I don't want to hurt anyone
But how come it felt so wrong leaving you all alone

Today, I guess I regret it too much
All I want is for you to come back
Why did you pull the trigger?
Keep questioning myself
was I the reason for your pain?

Now you're gone I wanted you to stay
how can I move on
I am not over you, I am not over you

I am sorry, I am sorry
I could not possibly her go
I miss you, I love you
but I have to move on because

I am not over you, I should get over you
I am not over you, I will not get over you.