THE FREAKSHOW CLUB

Binibini, Bamboo, Champ, Printet and Pineapple

WE ARE THE ABOVE CAPTIONED GROUP. 

Ikr. Keep you mouths shut lesbian friends. Yes, I tried dancing. Cause I was never good at it. I tried cause I was homesick. I tried cause I was heart sick. I tried cause I felt obliged for it. I tried cause I liked some girls at the club. LOL.  I just wanted to try. OK! Now drop it. No laughing. I am goin to hunt you down. Tama na. ISA! DALAWA! GRRR! :))))

For the next batch - I swear I am going to be true to myself. Ill study the male dance steps whether masakit man sa mata ninyo, pakshit! I don't care. But I am not even sure if I could join in advance because a friend signed me at some Women's Basketball League this coming August. I missed Basketball really. Basketball over Freakshow it is. Depends. Hmm. haha! OK! 

It was a great experience, batch and a great show. The last time I checked I didn't sign up for this freakshow to please anyone or say to be the people's walking entertainment. I felt like I gave too much entertainment by wearing a skirt and wearing unicorns. Bitch I walk like this, drop it. Nobody can tell me how to walk cause I ain't your puppet. :)) Please lang boys, if you feel like I just needed to sleep with you so as to make me a real lady. Pakshit lang ho. No. Save it buster.

My sincerest thank you to those who patiently taught me how to dance. It was actually inspiring to be guided by women. I enjoyed practice because of this portion. lalalalaaa..... 

So here we are the top 5. My gfs. YES! AKIN SILANG LAHAT! bwahahahha! 

I am. Happy. :) 

My Second Album - Berts Urdaneta Try 2.0

Song of the DAY! :)))

  Teenage Dream
  Katy Perry

You think I'm pretty
Without any makeup on
You think I'm funny
When I tell the punchline wrong
I know you get me
So I let my walls come down, down

Before you met me
I was alright but things
Were kinda heavy
You brought me to life
Now every February
You'll be my Valentine, Valentine

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance, until we die
You and I, will be young forever

[Chorus:]
You make me feel
Like I'm livin' a
Teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back

We drove to Cali
And got drunk on the beach
Got a motel and
Built a fort out of sheets
I finally found you
My missing puzzle piece
I'm complete

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance, until we die
You and I, will be young forever

[Chorus:]
You make me feel
Like I'm livin' a
Teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back

I'm a get your heart racing
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
Let you put your hands on me
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight

[Chorus:]
Yoooouuu
You make me feel
Like I'm livin' a
Teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back
No

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back

I'm a get your heart racing
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
Let you put your hands on me
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
(Tonight, tonight, tonig

My 2nd and 3rd TATTOO

I'm Sexy and I know it! :)) 

OK ba? What are your thoughts.

Sorry if I got you fooled. I just bought these tattoos at DAY TO DAY for 2AED. But I really want to have a tattoo on my ribcage. Soon. Maybe. 

Hair Cut Maybe?

Thinking of a great hair cut... Here are the options. HELP?

1. Ellen's Hair :)) 

2. This hair too requires a razor, which I am very irritated. But sigeee for the sake of beauty. OK.

3. Super PIXIE CUT and the hair color. Kaya ko ba ito. :))

4. Hmm. I think I will look really yummy here. Pati hair color? Whadaya think?

5. I really like HIM :))) Hair Style. hmmm.. LOVET! 

Have You Ever?

Platonic love is a type of love that is chaste and non-sexual. (Wikipedia) 

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I consider this the weirdest relationship I ever had. Wanting that person so bad but you don't even know what to do and what is not to do? All you think of is to go with the flow. 

I don't know how to explain this thing going on, but I am quite sure we want each other. I don't chase. I replace. She drives me so crazy and at the same time I am just letting her lead us into something I really don't know. LOL. 

She is quite demanding and I don't know what she's thinking cause we don't talk that much. I want to work this unicorns we have but. Seriously! What to do! (FacePalm). 

I am still single. I think. We are unofficially dating??? HAHA! 

I am not sure if its working. But I wanted this. If we lose it, then we lose it.  

You are such a pain in the ass woman! 143! 

Sands of UAE

(Desert Somewhere in UAE)

Everybody has their first love. Some people are lucky to have their first love till the end. Some people wanted to erase their definition of first love. But I am the type of person who will love you infinitely.

I accidently met my first love in Red Sands KSA, I was 15. We weren't expecting to see each other on the said place back then. We were actually texting in the morning, then there were no signal upon arrival.

As I was capturing the sunny shades of that deserted place from my camera, from a far I saw her. She saw me. We ran to each others arms. We hugged and jumped in circles as if no one was staring at us. It was like a movie, my memory is so vivid and we were both wearing Red.

That moment, I swear was the first super-kilig-memory-I-ever-had.

We parted a few months after. But me being gay was not the issue. She and her family went back to Philippines for good. We ended so soon. I planned to come out that year, but I thought I could still change. I tried not to be gay. Remember? haha!

I am not blogging this to get a program out of me. I am not asking her to comeback. In fact she's seeing someone now. She's straight now, by the way. We sometimes exchange ocassional hellos at FB. But yeah. She was the one. In another life maybe, baby.

 #random #inanotherlife #growingup #infinitememories #11/26/03

Song of the DAY - Hot and Cold

More of a song that fits you / US.

We're HOT AND COLD / YES Then NO! :))) What do to!

You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes
Yeah, you PMS like a bitch
I would know

And you always think
Always speak cryptically
I should know
That you're no good for me

'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

You, you don't really wanna stay, no
You, but you don't really wanna go, oh

'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down

We used to be just like twins, so in sync
The same energy now's a dead battery
Used to laugh 'bout nothing
Now you're plain boring
I should know
That you're not gonna change

'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

You, you don't really wanna stay, no
You, but you don't really wanna go, oh

You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up and you're down

Someone call the doctor
Got a case of a love bipolar
Stuck on a rollercoaster
Can't get off this ride

You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes

'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

You, you don't really wanna stay, no
You, but you don't really wanna go, oh

You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up and you're down, down, down, down...

Accidentally In love 11

I think I am in a relationship. Taken but unofficial. This type of relationship has no strings, but jealousy is quite there. I don't need to tell her everything. She doesn't need to tell me anything. We have strong mental telepathy. There's no easy way to describe it. Cause it's very special and weird.

I am happy to the point were I don't need to kiss her and hold her in public. Just seeing her move is simply amazing. She's not my type. Definitely, but she captured my heart unexpectedly. It's really weird for me to want this feeling. As I try not to get any closer and doubt this feeling. I get easily attached.

I tried not to have feelings for her, I decided to look away somehow. Shrug it off Berts. It's just a feeling. I tell myself too many times. But I always remember the line that set me free, that "I will never lie to myself anymore".

143 Baby. I Accidentally fell in love with you. Don't you worry bout me. Hurt me all you want.

The Gift Of A FRIEND

 GIFT of A FRIEND (GIRL)
By: Demi Lovato

Sometimes you think you'll be fine by yourself
Cause a dream is a wish that you make all alone
It's easy to feel like you don't need help
But it's harder to walk on your own
You'll change inside
When you realize

The world comes to life
And everything's bright
From beginning to end
When you have a friend
By your side
That helps you to find
The beauty you are
When you open your heart
And believe in
The gift of a friend
The gift of a friend

Someone who knows when you're lost and you're scared
There through the highs and the lows
Someone to count on, someone who cares
Beside you wherever you go
You'll change inside
When you realize

The world comes to life
And everything's bright
From beginning to end
When you have a friend
By your side
That helps you to find
The beauty you are
When you open your heart
And believe in
The gift of a friend

And when your hope crashes down
Shattering to the ground
You, you feel all alone
When you don't know which way to go
And there's no signs leading you home
You're not alone

The world comes to life
And everything's bright
From beginning to end
When you have a friend
By your side
That helps you to find
The beauty you are
When you open your heart
And believe in
When you believe in
When you believe in
The gift of a friend

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LSS for the Week. lalalalaaaa...........

Birthday WISHLIST :)))

1. OMEGA not watch the LINIMENT

2. Socks! Yung parang encyclopedia... Makapal.

3. SALONPAS BABY!

4. I super want you! RAYBAN AVIATOR!

5. Acuvue - Soft Lense 150 grade

6. Macbook PRO

7. Handy Cam HD - any brand would do wag lang TOKINA atsaka Tajina etc and the likes

8.Any SIMS 3 Expansion Pack! :) :)))

9. SLR Cam - I want CANON :)

10. White papa bango polo shirt Medium ako or Small. Male cut ah. :p

11. Ipad MINI MINI MINI!

12. Samsonite Bag - but I really want this... Maclaren!

13. Baseball BAT!

14. SUIT! I WANT!

15. A CALL FROM MY BABY LOVE! TAYLOR LAUTNER! shhh

16. Call me BABY?

17. A call from a GIRL telling me this line

"I love you Baby, i miss you so much, Happy Birthday! When tayo mag babasketball???"

The sexiest voice wins infinite and forever friendship and kilig from ME. :))))) WAPAK!

Will not accept entry calls after JULY 7! The winner shall be advised personally. :)))

Pero mas maganda personal inexecute. :)))))) 

18. Guitar

19. Cake Decorating Books

 

Don't Fall For Me

Don't Fall For Me

Written by: July Veranga

Have you ever liked 

Someone you cannot have 

You're really attracted to her 

And you know why.

When she's not around

You miss her so bad

When she's with you

She going to be weird with you

I know she feels me somehow.

But she is holding back her feelings as well.

Don't fall for me but I want you to love me.

It's weird, I know. 

I hope this feeling won't take long.

I wish you nothing but happiness.

But I believe you are going to be happy with me.

Don't fall for me, just get a boy friend. 

Don't you worry about me.

This is nothing.

Give me a week and I will surely be weird with you again.

Don't fall for me but I want you to love me. 

I want you to love me. 

I want you to love me. 

I want you to love me. 

Hold my hand again and stare at me. 

I will let you love me in the dark. 

If you feel the same way.

Then again. Don't fall for me but I really want you to love me.