What Do You Men(Mean) my Friend? *pun included

Dear, you said it has been 6 years. On the other hand, she murmured I want to settle down
and be secured. From that day on I could've known, I didn't see it coming. But I once knew it will come.

I see you're her weakness. Both of your were very in sync and always together. It was obvious that she wasn't able to fly early, because you refrained her from leaving. She was too dependent on you. But you were a weakness. A weakness that she could've ignored along time ago.

And now you're telling me, after all these years. To give my mother at least a daughter? What do you mean? Do you think I want a son as well? What? me? with men?

What are you trying to say my once good friend? Should I leave and let go of this love and be like you? Is that what you mean? Aren't you being mean?

Then you invite me in your future wedding.

Eventually you tell me the other girl you loved is still in love with you.

You got me so confused and upset.

What do you mean?

My first entry for the year 2016!

Well Hello, world, rather the universe. :) Haha!

This year I will be in the tail end of my 20s. Two more years and the best has yet to come. A lot of things changed and I am fascinated how things change. As I browse the people I know on facebook, well, I have come to realize that you will know who your reals friends are.

Note to myself. You're young, You're awesome, somebody is looking at you, waiting for your to make a mistake, whatever. You are living in a wonderful city. Enjoying and loving yourself. You have a loving family and a partner.

ANYHOW, I made a second blog site alwayshungryberting.blogspot.com - feel free to catch my food trips and travels with the help of using the entertainer vouchers.

I am also looking forward for promotion in a HSEEQ Position. I just need to take Nebosh classes, which by the way I will be taking in the end week of this month. HOOO! This is actually my plan B, my plan A is at the back of my mind.

Note to myself. If plan A fails, remember there 25 more letters.

Plan plan plan. Keep planning.

1. PATIENCE will my best virtue.
2. I will get drunk less often. haha! or maybe not drink at all.
3. I'd rather go to bed or be in a yoga class
4. More yoga practice - I actually want to touch my toes from a standing position, perfect the downward dog pose and perform the chaturanga the right way!
5. Travel more - looking forward to go to Korea with the love life. I wanna go to Maldives, Georgia and Turkey.
6. Write more
7. SAVE SAVE SAVE
8. Drink more juice
9. Maintain the ambassador of good vibes feeling
10 Lean a new language or perhaps learn more arabic
11. Join a basketball team
12. FORGIVE
13. Try to join a charity event
14. bake more
15. learn how to cook
16. I need to buy a laptop
17. read more boooooooks
18. Learn how to play the ukelele
19. get a life insurance
20. Invest in stocks or condominium
21. TRY ACTING LESSONS OMG 

Dejavu

I wanted to write something nice about tonight 

But suddenly I felt extremely sad

I was starving for more attention

But she wants undying affection

Demons are screaming louder

As I cough and pant for air

Am I drowning in my own thoughts
And in my dreams, it haunts me

Or this is a feeling I have been 

Rejecting 

I am so pissed. Frustrated. Irritated. Sad. Angry. Happy. 

All in one. Just for one. 

2016 - DREAM IT, PLAN IT and WORK ON IT

December is the time of the year where we can recap all the blessings we received throughout the year! Let us all be thankful to our Lord as he guide us in a great path and a great year,

Advance Merry Christmas BADASS UNICORNS! and may we all have a brighter future in the New Year Ahead!


"delight yourself in the lord, and he will give you the desires of your heart"  -Psalm 37:4

Song of the DAY

Sabay

Kailangan ko ng oras Para makahinga Sakaling ‘di umabot At bumitaw ka na Kahit iba ang bagsak ng ating mga paa Sasabayan pa rin kita Hilo sa kaiikot Walang masandalan Ikaw ang siyang pumigil Sa aking katawan Kahit iba ang bagsak ng ating mga paa Sasabayan pa rin kita ‘Di bale nang mapatid at tayo'y tumagilid Sasabayan pa rin kita Hindi na makalutang Tangay na ng agos Hindi makalimutan Hindi makalayo sa ‘yo Sa ‘yo Kahit iba ang bagsak ng ating mga paa Sasabayan pa rin kita ‘Di bale nang mapatid at tayo'y tumagilid Sasabayan pa rin kita Sasabayan pa rin kita Sasabayan pa rin kita Kailangan ko ng oras Para makahinga

Rage

Every night I think of the kisses I should have

Is this enough to satisfy my heart's plea

I pray to love you more each day

Tears keep falling, I am deliberately hurting, waiting

For words I pretend to hear

She's not expressive

But try to talk to me, cause my heart is in rage

What I am feeling was never first time 

Talk to me, I really want to quit now 

My head is spinning, stressing and almost letting go

Life is hard, it is so unfair

Until we meet again, that is our damn fate 

I love you, I wanna hold your face

All we can do is wish and maybe wait 

Again, Again, I should shrug this feeling
to fall conveniently for someone else

Be strong, Be brave

For I will love you always

Even when we are miles apart

Temptations are easy to grasp

Because I knew from the start I was 

never good in waiting 

Patience, I pray for more patience

Kindly understand the sadness in my daily grief 

laughtrip with mom

My mother was inside the car with me and she saw me putting moisturizer on my hands and legs.

Mom: para san yan? *eating peanuts
Me: wala kasi ko lotion so lagay ako sa hands ko and konti sa legs. Lagay ka oh para hindi tigang ung balat mo.
Mom:kawawa naman ako tigang na tigang :)) *muntik ng mabuga yung peanuts
Jul: lagay ka pa mi!
Mom: lol tamaaa naaaaaa