Dejavu

I wanted to write something nice about tonight 

But suddenly I felt extremely sad

I was starving for more attention

But she wants undying affection

Demons are screaming louder

As I cough and pant for air

Am I drowning in my own thoughts
And in my dreams, it haunts me

Or this is a feeling I have been 

Rejecting 

I am so pissed. Frustrated. Irritated. Sad. Angry. Happy. 

All in one. Just for one.