This is just for fun. This is only for entertainment purposes. "No Copyright Infringement Intended". I do not own this song.
Call Me Maybe - Carly Rae Jepsen
Because I love myself. Lol. Have FUN!
7/30/12
Call Me Maybe - My Version
This is just for fun. This is only for entertainment purposes. "No Copyright Infringement Intended". I do not own this song.
Call Me Maybe - Carly Rae Jepsen
Because I love myself. Lol. Have FUN!
Let me be the one.
I can't help but let these tears fall. The feeling like there is no tomorrow for me. I am very sad, I am tired of fighting. I am sick of lies. Happy memories are fading into severe emptiness that I can't seem to handle.
Good Morning and Hello heart break. We meet again.
I can't stand the lingering pain in my heart, seeing the memories of her sweet and beautiful face while the sunrise hit her face. I was staring at her. I kissed her head. She woke up. I was trying to say something. She hugged me. But it was only a dream. I guess I can hold you forever in my dreams.
I am sorry for loving you so much.
"Let Me Be The One"
Good Morning and Hello heart break. We meet again.
I can't stand the lingering pain in my heart, seeing the memories of her sweet and beautiful face while the sunrise hit her face. I was staring at her. I kissed her head. She woke up. I was trying to say something. She hugged me. But it was only a dream. I guess I can hold you forever in my dreams.
I am sorry for loving you so much.
"Let Me Be The One"
Somebody told me you were leavin’
I didn’t know
Somebody told me you’re unhappy
But it doesn’t show
Somebody told me that you don’t want me no more
So you’re walkin’ out the door
Nobody told me you’ve been cryin’
Every night
Nobody told me you’d been dyin’
But didn’t want to fight
Nobody told me that you fell out of love from me
So I’m settin’ you free
[Ref:]
Let me be the one to break it up
So you won’t have to make excuses
We don’t need to find a set up where
Someone wins and someone loses
We just have to say our love was true
But has now become a lie
So I’m tellin’ you I love you one last time
And goodbye
Somebody told me you still loved me
Don’t know why
Nobody told me that you only
Needed time to fly
Somebody told me that you want to come back when
Our love is real again
[ref then bridge]
[Bridge:]
Just turn around and walk away
You don’t have to live like this
But if you love me still then stay
Don’t keep me waiting for that final kiss
We can work together through this test
Or we can work through it apart
I just need to get this off my chest
That you will always have my heart
[ref]
I didn’t know
Somebody told me you’re unhappy
But it doesn’t show
Somebody told me that you don’t want me no more
So you’re walkin’ out the door
Nobody told me you’ve been cryin’
Every night
Nobody told me you’d been dyin’
But didn’t want to fight
Nobody told me that you fell out of love from me
So I’m settin’ you free
[Ref:]
Let me be the one to break it up
So you won’t have to make excuses
We don’t need to find a set up where
Someone wins and someone loses
We just have to say our love was true
But has now become a lie
So I’m tellin’ you I love you one last time
And goodbye
Somebody told me you still loved me
Don’t know why
Nobody told me that you only
Needed time to fly
Somebody told me that you want to come back when
Our love is real again
[ref then bridge]
[Bridge:]
Just turn around and walk away
You don’t have to live like this
But if you love me still then stay
Don’t keep me waiting for that final kiss
We can work together through this test
Or we can work through it apart
I just need to get this off my chest
That you will always have my heart
[ref]
7/27/12
I must love myself MORE.
Life changes every minute of the day.
Your feelings change.
Your plans changes.
Your favorite things change.
You gain friends.
You lose friends.
You look for love.
You laugh.
You cry.
You realized to be grateful.
You crashed your car.
You hit yourself.
You got jealous.
You felt betrayed.
You forgot how to trust.
You became hot tempered.
You continue.
You fight.
You must accept.
You learn,
You must never lie.
You will move on.
Realizing every second of my life. Trying hard to understanding what went wrong, but in the end all that matters is to find yourself happy to be living life, no matter what's being thrown. I must love myself MORE.
Your feelings change.
Your plans changes.
Your favorite things change.
You gain friends.
You lose friends.
You look for love.
You laugh.
You cry.
You realized to be grateful.
You crashed your car.
You hit yourself.
You got jealous.
You felt betrayed.
You forgot how to trust.
You became hot tempered.
You continue.
You fight.
You must accept.
You learn,
You must never lie.
You will move on.
Realizing every second of my life. Trying hard to understanding what went wrong, but in the end all that matters is to find yourself happy to be living life, no matter what's being thrown. I must love myself MORE.
7/22/12
A Plain Morning - JULY
A Plain Morning - Dashboard Confessional
It's yet to be determined,
but the air is thick,
and my hope is feeling worn.
I'm missing home,
and I'm glad you're not a part of this,
there's parts of me that will be missed.
And the phone is always dead to me,
so I can't tell you the temperature is dropping
and it feels like.
It's colder than it ought to be in March
and I still got a day or two ahead of me
till I'll be heading home,
into your arms again.
And the people here are asking after you.
It doesn't make it easier.
It doesn't make it easier to be away.(to be away)
I'd like to hire a plane.(a plane)
I'd see you in the morning, (morning)
when the day is fresh.
I'm coming home again. (I'm coming home again)
Coming home again. (again)
Coming home again. (again)
When the day is fresh,
I'm coming home again.(I'm coming home again)
But it's warmer where you're waiting.
It feels more like JULY.
There's pillows in their cases,
and one of those is mine.
And you wrote the words "I love you",
and sprayed it with perfume.
It's better than the fire is
to heat this lonely room.
It's warmer where you're waiting
It feels more like JULY.
It feels more like JULY.
It's yet to be determined,
but the air is thick,
and my hope is feeling worn.
I'm missing home,
and I'm glad you're not a part of this,
there's parts of me that will be missed.
And the phone is always dead to me,
so I can't tell you the temperature is dropping
and it feels like.
It's colder than it ought to be in March
and I still got a day or two ahead of me
till I'll be heading home,
into your arms again.
And the people here are asking after you.
It doesn't make it easier. (easier)
It doesn't make it easier to be away.(to be away)
I'd like to hire a plane.(a plane)
I'd see you in the morning, (morning)
when the day is fresh.
I'm coming home again. (I'm coming home again)
Coming home again. (again)
Coming home again. (again)
When the day is fresh,
I'm coming home again.(I'm coming home again)
AMEN to THAT! - Yahoo News.
LINK
Deputy Assistant Secretary of Defense Rene Bardorf said in an internal memo Thursday that soldiers could march in an individual capacity in the San Diego Pride Parade in California on Saturday.
Soldiers are prohibited from taking part in parades that further political activities or commercial interests, and must defer to the judgment of local commanders when it comes to determining which actions are appropriate.
The Pentagon itself celebrated gay pride for the first time in a modest but emotional ceremony last month, less than a year after the US military officially lifted a ban on homosexuals serving openly in the armed forces.
The military's "Don't Ask, Don't Tell" policy came to an end last September after nearly two decades, marking a milestone in the quest for gay rights.
An estimated 14,000 troops were expelled from the force under the law, which had been in place since 1993.
US allows uniformed soldiers to march for gay pride
The
Pentagon will allow uniformed military personnel to march in a gay
pride parade this weekend, reflecting the tectonic shift in an
institution that long banned openly gay service members.
Deputy Assistant Secretary of Defense Rene Bardorf said in an internal memo Thursday that soldiers could march in an individual capacity in the San Diego Pride Parade in California on Saturday.
Soldiers are prohibited from taking part in parades that further political activities or commercial interests, and must defer to the judgment of local commanders when it comes to determining which actions are appropriate.
The Pentagon itself celebrated gay pride for the first time in a modest but emotional ceremony last month, less than a year after the US military officially lifted a ban on homosexuals serving openly in the armed forces.
The military's "Don't Ask, Don't Tell" policy came to an end last September after nearly two decades, marking a milestone in the quest for gay rights.
An estimated 14,000 troops were expelled from the force under the law, which had been in place since 1993.
7/21/12
YES OR NO 2
I will be at BKK for 5 days and makakapanuod ako ng PREMIERE NIGHT! I am so EXCITED! WOOOHOOOOOOO!
Song of the DAY!
Ill Never Love Again
Artist: Taio Cruz
Album: Rokstarr
Genre: R&B
Original Release Date: December 15, 2009
i was wrong to let you walk right out of my life.
i was gone to think that i could survive,
was a fool to think the grass was
greener on the other side.
now it hurts to know that he means that i,
ill never love again, neva neva,
ill never love again, neva neva,
ill never love again, neva neva,
ill never love again, neva neva,
hey hey,
ill never find nobody who could love me like you do,
ill never find nobody to treat me the way you do,
ill never find nobody else babe, ill never fall in love again,
i was stupid to think that any love could compare to the love that you gave to me from you,
was a fool, yes a fool to think that ill find anywhere,
anyone is better for me than you,
ill never love again, neva neva,
ill never love again, neva neva,
ill never love again, neva neva,
ill never love again, neva neva,
ill never find nobody who could love me like you do,
ill never find nobody to treat me the way you do,
ill never find nobody else babe, ill never fall in love again,
and now my heart is stone cold because you've gone, gone away, gone away
and now my heart is stone cold because you've gone, gone away, gone away
and now my heart is stone cold because you've gone, gone away, gone away
and now my heart is stone cold because you've gone, gone away, gone away
gone away ,gone away, gone away etc.
ill never love again, neva neva,
ill never love again, neva neva,
ill never love again, neva neva,
ill never love again, neva neva,
ill never find nobody who could love me like you do,
ill never find nobody to treat me the way you do,
ill never find nobody else babe, ill never fall in love again,
ill never find nobody who could love me like you do,
ill never find nobody to treat me the way you do,
ill never find nobody else babe, ill never fall in love again.
Hilo - HALO!
Songwriters: Bogart, Evan Kidd; Knowles, Beyonce Gisselle; Tedder, Ryan Benjamin;
Remember those walls I built
Well, baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make up a sound
I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now
It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm takin'
I ain't never gonna shut you out
Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light
I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me back to the ground again
Feels like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
The risk that I'm takin'
I'm never gonna shut you out
Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
Halo, halo
Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
-----
Reminds of me Karla. :) XD
Kilig.....
Have a break - HEART
"Give Your Heart A Break"
-Demi Lovato
The day I first met you
You told me you'd never fall in love
But now that I get you
I know fear is what it really was
Now here we are
So close yet so far
Haven't I passed the test
When will you realize
Baby, I'm not like the rest
Don't wanna break your heart
Wanna give your heart a break
I know you're scared it's wrong
Like you might make a mistake
There's just one life to live
And there's no time to wait, to waste
So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break
Oh yeah, yeah
On Sunday you went home alone
There were tears in your eyes
I called your cell phone, my love
But you did not reply
The world is ours if we want it
We can take it if you just take my hand
There's no turning back now
Baby, try to understand
Don't wanna break your heart
Wanna give your heart a break
I know you're scared it's wrong
Like you might make a mistake
There's just one life to live
And there's no time to wait, to waste
So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break
There's just so much you can take
Give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break
Oh yeah, yeah
When your lips are on my lips
And our hearts beat as one
But you slip out of my fingertips
Every time you run, whoa-oh-whoa-oh-oh
Don't wanna break your heart
Wanna give your heart a break
I know you're scared it's wrong
Like you might make a mistake
There's just one life to live
And there's no time to wait, to waste
So let me give your heart a break
(Let me give your heart a break)
'Cause you've been hurt before
I can see it in your eyes
You try to smile it away, some things you can't disguise
Don't wanna break your heart
Maybe, I can ease the ache, the ache
So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break
There's just so much you can take
Give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break (your heart), your heart a break (a break)
Oh yeah, yeah
The day I first met you
You told me you'd never fall in love
You told me you'd never fall in love
But now that I get you
I know fear is what it really was
Now here we are
So close yet so far
Haven't I passed the test
When will you realize
Baby, I'm not like the rest
Don't wanna break your heart
Wanna give your heart a break
I know you're scared it's wrong
Like you might make a mistake
There's just one life to live
And there's no time to wait, to waste
So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break
Oh yeah, yeah
On Sunday you went home alone
There were tears in your eyes
I called your cell phone, my love
But you did not reply
The world is ours if we want it
We can take it if you just take my hand
There's no turning back now
Baby, try to understand
Don't wanna break your heart
Wanna give your heart a break
I know you're scared it's wrong
Like you might make a mistake
There's just one life to live
And there's no time to wait, to waste
So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break
There's just so much you can take
Give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break
Oh yeah, yeah
When your lips are on my lips
And our hearts beat as one
But you slip out of my fingertips
Every time you run, whoa-oh-whoa-oh-oh
Don't wanna break your heart
Wanna give your heart a break
I know you're scared it's wrong
Like you might make a mistake
There's just one life to live
And there's no time to wait, to waste
So let me give your heart a break
(Let me give your heart a break)
'Cause you've been hurt before
I can see it in your eyes
You try to smile it away, some things you can't disguise
Don't wanna break your heart
Maybe, I can ease the ache, the ache
So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break
There's just so much you can take
Give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break (your heart), your heart a break (a break)
Oh yeah, yeah
The day I first met you
You told me you'd never fall in love
Dahil USO ka.
CALL ME MAYBE
-Carly Rae Jepsen
I threw a wish in the well
Don't ask me, I'll never tell
I looked to you as it fell
And now you're in my way
I trade my soul for a wish
Pennies and dimes for a kiss
I wasn't looking for this
But now you're in my way
Your stare was holdin'
Ripped jeans, skin was showin'
Hot night, wind was blowin'
Where you think you're going, baby?
Hey, I just met you, and this is crazy,
But here's my number, so call me maybe
It's hard to look right, at you baby,
But here's my number, so call me maybe
Hey, I just met you, and this is crazy,
But here's my number, so call me maybe
And all the other boys, try to chase me,
But here's my number, so call me maybe
You took your time with the call
I took no time with the fall
You gave me nothing at all, but still you're in my way
I beg and borrow and steal
Have first sight and it's real
I didn't know I would feel it, but it's in my way
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsty.com/carly-rae-jepsen-call-me-maybe-lyrics.html ]
Your stare was holdin',
Ripped jeans, skin was showin'
Hot night, wind was blowin'
Where you think you're going, baby?
Hey, I just met you, and this is crazy,
But here's my number, so call me maybe
It's hard to look right, at you baby,
But here's my number, so call me maybe
Hey, I just met you, and this is crazy,
But here's my number, so call me maybe
And all the other boys, try to chase me,
But here's my number, so call me maybe
Before you came into my life I missed you so bad
I missed you so bad... I missed you so, so bad
Before you came into my life I missed you so bad
And you should know that... I missed you so, so bad
It's hard to look right, at you baby,
But here's my number, so call me maybe
Hey, I just met you, and this is crazy,
But here's my number, so call me maybe
And all the other boys, try to chase me,
But here's my number, so call me maybe
Before you came into my life I missed you so bad
I missed you so bad... I missed you so, so bad
Before you came into my life I missed you so bad
And you should know that
So call me maybe
-----
FAVORITE SONG!
My favorite SONG.
"When You Say Nothing At All"
-Alison Krauss
But I like Ronan Keating's version.
It's amazing
How you can speak
Right to my heart
Without saying a word,
You can light up the dark
Try as I may
I could never explain
What I hear when
You don't say a thing
[CHORUS:]
The smile on your face
Lets me know
That you need me
There's a truth
In your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says
You'll catch me
Whenever I fall
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all
All day long
I can hear people
Talking out loud
But when you hold me near
You drown out the crowd
(The crowd)
Try as they may
They could never define
What's been said
Between your
Heart and mine
[Repeat chorus twice]
(You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all)
The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Let's me know
That you need me
[Repeat chorus]
(You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all)
The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Let's me know
That you need me
(You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all)
Stronger.
I will not let anyone hurt myself anymore. I just love and respect myself too much now to let anyone continue to treat me this way. No I wont hide. I will fight for what I believe.
It is clear to me now that you don't have the capacity to understand and I'm no longer willing to waste my valuable time on you. Have a great time in ruining peoples lives.
It is clear to me now that you don't have the capacity to understand and I'm no longer willing to waste my valuable time on you. Have a great time in ruining peoples lives.
7/20/12
Pixie Revenge - Final
Oh look. I was thinner. Pixie being smart on me. Super cute labradog of mine.
I love you PIXIE.
July and Pixie - Mentos Commercial
Days after college graduation, No job yet. Not that Fat.
Pure fun.
Pixie is love! :)
I suddenly remembered, may YOUTUBE account pala ako. julyveranga
7/19/12
Song of the DAY
Honey why you calling me so late?
It's kinda hard to talk right now.
Honey why are you crying? Is everything okay?
I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud
Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And, yes, I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue
Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
Honey why you calling me so late?
7/17/12
One Brave Soul.
When the fucking world lets you down, when that person you trust and love leaves you behind, when no asshole seems to understand my side, you were there Des. Thank you.
No bias. No sides. No favoritism.
It's nice knowing you'll remain while I can just be me.
Remember that there's one bitch you can turn to. ME.
7/9/12
Simple, Sexy and Smart = S3
I remember talking to a friend. Asking me what type of girls turns me on. I said breasts(typical-stupid-boy-answer) but eventually that friend of mine made me realize that its much better to like the LEGS of a girl instead of the breasts. Maybe that's why my ex gfs are taller than me? LOL.
"Breasts can't walk? Legs can!" What a genius UP student. But legs really are my number 2 requirement.
What really turns me on is the cleanliness of a Girl with the plus factor that she is very smart. See the picture of Emma Stone. I bet her neck smells great. Simple beautiful. That's my girl! I don't mind about the bangs - as long as you can carry them :))
If you got that Simple beautiful, Sexy and Smart look please see me. I am single and will never ever leave you. Together we can crash and burn baby! :)
"Breasts can't walk? Legs can!" What a genius UP student. But legs really are my number 2 requirement.
What really turns me on is the cleanliness of a Girl with the plus factor that she is very smart. See the picture of Emma Stone. I bet her neck smells great. Simple beautiful. That's my girl! I don't mind about the bangs - as long as you can carry them :))
If you got that Simple beautiful, Sexy and Smart look please see me. I am single and will never ever leave you. Together we can crash and burn baby! :)
Song of my day. :)
Songwriters: Carlton, Vanessa;
Making my way downtown, walking fast
Faces pass and I'm home bound
Staring blankly ahead, just making my way
Making a way through the crowd
And I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder
If I could fall into the sky
Do you think time would pass me by?
'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you
Tonight
It's always times like these when I think of you
And I wonder if you ever think of me
'Cause every thing's so wrong and I don't belong
Living in your precious memory
'Cause I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder
If I could fall into the sky
Do you think time would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
[- From :http://www.elyrics.net/read/v/vanessa-carlton-lyrics/a-thousand-miles-lyrics.html -]
If I could just see you
Tonight
And I, I
Don't wanna let you know
I, I
Drown in your memory
I, I
Don't wanna let this go
I, I don't
Making my way downtown, walking fast
Faces pass and I'm home bound
Staring blankly ahead, just making my way
Making a way through the crowd
And I still need you
And I still miss you
And now I wonder
If I could fall into the sky
Do you think time would pass us by?
'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you
If I could fall into the sky
Do you think time would pass me by?
'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you
If I could just hold you
Tonight
7/8/12
Song for Tonight.
"Push"
by: MatchboxTwenty
She said I don't know if I've ever been good enough
I'm a little bit rusty, and I think my head is caving in
And I don't know if I've ever been really loved
By a hand that's touched me, well I feel like something's
Gonna give
And I'm a little bit angry, well
This ain't over, no not here, not while I still need you
Around
You don't owe me, we might change
Yeah we just might feel good
[chorus]
I wanna push you around, well I will, I will
I wanna push you down, well I will, I will
I wanna take you for granted, I wanna take you for granted
Well I will
She said I don't know why you ever would lie to me
Like I'm a little untrusting when I think that the truth is
Gonna hurt ya
And I don't know why you couldn't just stay with me
You couldn't stand to be near me
When my face don't seem to want to shine
Cuz it's a little bit dirty well
Don't just stand there, say nice things to me
I've been cheated I've been wronged, and you
You don't know me, I can't change
I won't do anything at all
[chorus]
Oh but don't bowl me over
Just wait a minute well it kinda fell apart, things get so
Crazy, crazy
Don't rush this baby, don't rush this baby
[chorus]
I'm a little bit rusty, and I think my head is caving in
And I don't know if I've ever been really loved
By a hand that's touched me, well I feel like something's
Gonna give
And I'm a little bit angry, well
This ain't over, no not here, not while I still need you
Around
You don't owe me, we might change
Yeah we just might feel good
[chorus]
I wanna push you around, well I will, I will
I wanna push you down, well I will, I will
I wanna take you for granted, I wanna take you for granted
Well I will
She said I don't know why you ever would lie to me
Like I'm a little untrusting when I think that the truth is
Gonna hurt ya
And I don't know why you couldn't just stay with me
You couldn't stand to be near me
When my face don't seem to want to shine
Cuz it's a little bit dirty well
Don't just stand there, say nice things to me
I've been cheated I've been wronged, and you
You don't know me, I can't change
I won't do anything at all
[chorus]
Oh but don't bowl me over
Just wait a minute well it kinda fell apart, things get so
Crazy, crazy
Don't rush this baby, don't rush this baby
[chorus]
3 Years, 2 days and 34 Minutes ago.
I was in Singapore. I lost my phone, July 6 2009'. Minutes before July 7.
You were the first one to greet me. You said wonderful things,
everything you said is still running in my head. I was really happy and
flattered. Then I forgot I lost my phone.
When you were gone, I couldn't speak to anyone about you. You just left a huge mark on my heart. You got me thinking so bad. I just couldn't believe what happened. It was a nightmare. I wish to know what happened. But time flies so fast and knowing it could not possibly bring you back. I was in Dubai when I heard the news. When I arrived Manila I immediately went to your last day at Manila(wake).
Forty days after you died, I met the girl on my right(above picture). She suddenly became my friend, a close one. And I am quite sure you gave her to me, so that I could move on and at the same time remember you. Always ba dapat? lol. Ang lakas ko talaga sayo Karleng. If it wasn't for her, I couldn't see you and feel the same emotions I felt 3 Years, 2 days and 34 Minutes ago. I am being grateful. I should always be grateful in every single day.
If only, the words I used to say when you were still around.
I could've said it first but I didn't. You did.
I wish, but Its impossible now.
You are such an Angel, you will always be my all time crush, the girl I saw at OLC studying Quanti. The first girl who said I was very stubborn to hold my feelings. The girl I loved hopelessly for years.
You made me reach the unreachable. BEST STRATEGIC PAPER 2009. You brought the best out of me. I wish you were still here so that we could sing "Call Me Maybe" and make an MTV.
I love you Karla Antoniette Beltran Escoto. Karleng. 4.
-Berteng Urdaneta(Berts, Berting)
The Song I secretly made for her - Seeing you is Hopeless
Happy Birthday - Link
Sorry. Magbbreak din kayo.
Smart TVC Live More Commercial - LDR
My heart was very kilig when I saw this, and I ended up saying the above titled.
Thank you :)
To those who were invited but wasn't able to come, you guys have a lot of explaining to do. :))
7/3/12
BACKSTREET DOORS
Wonderful people I met at the workshop. Looking forward to do a music video with you guys! LOL
Backstreet DOOR!
LIVE at ARENETA!
Tickets Available at Teeeketnet.blah.com
L-R Nick Garter(Carter), Brian Litro(Littrell), Kevin Ritsarson(Richardson), AJ Mcdume(Mcclean), Howie Duro(Dorough)
LIVE at ARENETA!
Tickets Available at Teeeketnet.blah.com
L-R Nick Garter(Carter), Brian Litro(Littrell), Kevin Ritsarson(Richardson), AJ Mcdume(Mcclean), Howie Duro(Dorough)
Pangarap ko - Kitchie Nadal
LSS for the DAY.
When I first heard this song, I immediately imagined myself starring in a heartbreaking leslie movie, with this song as back ground and pouring rain as my tear concealer.
Raining, Staring at nothing. Flashbacks.
Where the hell are you Kitchie Nadal???
Pangarap ko
Pangarap Ko maging isang tulay,
hindi ko papipigil ano man sabihin nila.
Matarik man ang natatanaw
ibig mo parin ang,ang siyang sumisigaw.
Pangarap Ko maging isang tulay
hindi ko mapipilit mga tao nais narin makatawid,
labis ko sayo lamang itatanaw
ibig ko ito ang siyang isisigaw.
'di na kailangan ng tahanan sapat na ba ang pag-ibig?
hindi ito ang oras isipin ang sarili at ang sariling ambisyon.
Pangarap Ko maging isang tulay hindi ko papipigil ano man sabihin nila,
matarik man ang natatanaw pag-ibig mo parin ang siyang isisigaw.
When I first heard this song, I immediately imagined myself starring in a heartbreaking leslie movie, with this song as back ground and pouring rain as my tear concealer.
Raining, Staring at nothing. Flashbacks.
Where the hell are you Kitchie Nadal???
Pangarap ko
Pangarap Ko maging isang tulay,
hindi ko papipigil ano man sabihin nila.
Matarik man ang natatanaw
ibig mo parin ang,ang siyang sumisigaw.
Pangarap Ko maging isang tulay
hindi ko mapipilit mga tao nais narin makatawid,
labis ko sayo lamang itatanaw
ibig ko ito ang siyang isisigaw.
'di na kailangan ng tahanan sapat na ba ang pag-ibig?
hindi ito ang oras isipin ang sarili at ang sariling ambisyon.
Pangarap Ko maging isang tulay hindi ko papipigil ano man sabihin nila,
matarik man ang natatanaw pag-ibig mo parin ang siyang isisigaw.
SOON!
Pangarap ko talaga mag superbods.
Apparently, I am not sexy anymore.
Do I have to? haha! OK! It was always been my dream to join centurybods.
I was frustrated that I couldn't possibly make it.
Pero as I was browsing centurybods page at facebook.
I saw one leslie candidate! Oh my! PWEDEEE! Nothing is indeed IMPOSSIBLE!
So going back. Body, height and age problem na lang iisipin ko.
Her name? Azel Shane Aerith Smith.
She was runner up btw! Astig! Idol na kita.
HOW TO JOIN?
Call for Entries/Participants
Voting Period
I'll be 24 on JULY 7. I STILL HAVE 11 years to be sexy!
No height requirement was indicated.
Walang basagan ng trip. Sasali ako. SOON.
bertsurdaneta
Apparently, I am not sexy anymore.
Do I have to? haha! OK! It was always been my dream to join centurybods.
I was frustrated that I couldn't possibly make it.
Pero as I was browsing centurybods page at facebook.
I saw one leslie candidate! Oh my! PWEDEEE! Nothing is indeed IMPOSSIBLE!
So going back. Body, height and age problem na lang iisipin ko.
HOW TO JOIN?
Call for Entries/Participants
- Those who want to join must send in their audition videos at www.centurytuna.ph
- Contestants must first register in www.centurytuna.ph
- Audition videos may either be in English, Filipino or Taglish.
- Video must be 2 minutes only, HI-RES quality, not exceeding 10MB and recorded in any of the following formats: mpeg, AVI, 3gp, WMV, mp4, MOV and FLV.
- Participants must include Century Tuna cans in the video.
- Participants must answer the question, “What makes you a Century Tuna Superbod?
- Participants must be in their swimwear.
- Each contestant can only submit one (1) video.
- Participants must completely fill-up the online application form.
- The
contest is open to all males and females, of Filipino lineage, ages
18 to 35years old. Participants must reside in the Philippines until blah
- Submission of entries is from blah blah
- Only the videos of shortlisted participants will be posted on the website, for public viewing.
- Senders of the video will be notified via email if they have been shortlisted or if they did not make it for the final screening.
Voting Period
I'll be 24 on JULY 7. I STILL HAVE 11 years to be sexy!
No height requirement was indicated.
Walang basagan ng trip. Sasali ako. SOON.
bertsurdaneta
Everyone is COMING OUT!
US journalist and television presenter Anderson Cooper has publicly confirmed he is gay.
Cooper has never before publicly confirmed his sexual orientation, citing his desire for neutrality as a journalist.
In email to blogger Andrew Sullivan, which Cooper has allowed to be published online on The Daily Beast today, he confirms his homosexuality.
Cooper said his longstanding silence on the question of his sexual orientation was motivated in part by his personal desire for privacy and for his neutrality and personal safety as a journalist.
He wrote: “Since I started as a reporter in war zones 20 years ago, I’ve often found myself in some very dangerous places. For my safety and the safety of those I work with, I try to blend in as much as possible, and prefer to stick to my job of telling other people’s stories, and not my own.”
He said he had come to consider, however, whether “the unintended outcomes of maintaining my privacy outweigh personal and professional principle”.
Cooper said he was “distressed” that his silence could be construed as him “trying to hide something – something that makes me uncomfortable, ashamed or even afraid”.
He continued: “There continue to be far too many incidences of bullying of young people, as well as discrimination and violence against people of all ages, based on their sexual orientation, and I believe there is value in making clear where I stand.
“The fact is, I’m gay, always have been, always will be, and I couldn’t be any more happy, comfortable with myself, and proud.”
He confirmed he had “always been very open and honest about this part of my life with my friends, my family, and my colleagues.”
In the email, he added that he had “never wanted to be any kind of reporter other than a good one”, and was “blessed” in his career as a journalist.
But, he concluded: “I am also blessed far beyond having a great career. I love, and I am loved. In my opinion, the ability to love another person is one of God’s greatest gifts, and I thank God every day for enabling me to give and share love with the people in my life.”
In 2007, Out Magazine named Cooper alongside actors Jodie Foster, David Hyde Pearce and Sean Hayes as stars it said were living in a “glass closet” by refusing to end speculation about their sexuality.
LINK
Congratulations MR ANDERSON COOPER! :)
Packing Heat: A Drag King Workshop
Last Saturday! LeAP,
Inc. in partnership with Dickie Jaxx held "Packing Heat: Drag King
Workshop," the first ever Drag King Workshop in the country! It was held at FBR Building, Studio Z, Katipunan.
The handsome guy on the left. DICKIE JAXX. He's a Fil-Am BTW. :)
About Dickie Jaxx:
Dickie Jaxx has over 11 years of professional drag king experience, strutting his stuff on stages across the US, Canada, Europe, and Manila. He is the co-founder of the Cuntry Kings in Durham NC, the Citizen Kings in San Francisco CA, and the Daddy Kings in Asheville NC. Dickie is excited to share the transformative power of gender-dynamicperformance in order to envision and create a more just world on and off the stage.
Dickie's Interview - LINK
Now that I just came out, decided to participate more in LGBT Activities.
We were taught how to strap - do's and dont's as well
Packing. :)
I had so much fun and I got to embrace and acknowledge again my inner talent. And that was to act. I asked my self why did I shrugged my self from acting? Oh yes, I know now. Because I was afraid to come out.
And I wish to continue being a Drag King - I already have my alyas - AKA - so my drag name would still be BERTS URDANETA.
Friends I met. Being crazy and fun at the same time.
Congressman, Mayor and Don Berting
Thanks Ms. Ira Briones - If it wasn't for you I wouldn't know this event.
Please support LEAP!
http://www.facebook.com/LeAPPhilippines
About Dickie Jaxx:
Dickie Jaxx has over 11 years of professional drag king experience, strutting his stuff on stages across the US, Canada, Europe, and Manila. He is the co-founder of the Cuntry Kings in Durham NC, the Citizen Kings in San Francisco CA, and the Daddy Kings in Asheville NC. Dickie is excited to share the transformative power of gender-dynamicperformance in order to envision and create a more just world on and off the stage.
Dickie's Interview - LINK
Now that I just came out, decided to participate more in LGBT Activities.
We were taught how to strap - do's and dont's as well
Packing. :)
I had so much fun and I got to embrace and acknowledge again my inner talent. And that was to act. I asked my self why did I shrugged my self from acting? Oh yes, I know now. Because I was afraid to come out.
And I wish to continue being a Drag King - I already have my alyas - AKA - so my drag name would still be BERTS URDANETA.
Friends I met. Being crazy and fun at the same time.
Congressman, Mayor and Don Berting
Thanks Ms. Ira Briones - If it wasn't for you I wouldn't know this event.
Please support LEAP!
http://www.facebook.com/LeAPPhilippines
Love again is for assholes.
She was crying, begging for her love to stay. The odds are unfair, why can't we love freely?
I admit, I was amazed at her. I envy him, for he has someone who has the courage to face the consequences. I don't want to interfere, but I said what I had to. Unfortunately, it didn't matter because they managed to stay.
She got nothing to say.
So I ate ice cream.
I admit, I was amazed at her. I envy him, for he has someone who has the courage to face the consequences. I don't want to interfere, but I said what I had to. Unfortunately, it didn't matter because they managed to stay.
She got nothing to say.
So I ate ice cream.
7/2/12
POTEK!
Yung feeling na gusto mo na lang lumuhod para malaman niya na nasasaktan ka. Anu bang gusto mo??
7/1/12
So this is part of growing up.
I got used to. Touching this ring on my right finger when driving,
writing and typing. This is not suppose to be a bitter entry, but it may
for some.
It was my daily routine. If you are committed you wear a ring so that people will get their hands off you.
A ring, that feeling of having and knowing that there will always be someone waiting, caring and loving you at the end of the day. So I miss wearing a ring. I miss being secured with a ring.
I immediately looked for that ring I gave her. I found it on my drawer next to my TV set.
I tried putting the ring back on my hands, but unfortunately it doesn't fit anymore. Realized. I lost her. I lost my partner. I lost another partner.
Moment of silence hit me. I was wearing this a few months ago. Thoughts of us hit me. How wonderful my life has been with her. How painful our break up was.
"Gusto ko mag ka family,gusto ko mag ka anak"
My head was throbbing as I looked for my treasure(jewelry) box, I saw 2 other rings. One from my first ex gf and my first ex bf.
"Oh here comes another ring. Three rings down!" I laugh as if I am going crazy. I tried wearing my other exes ring. And they don't fit either.
"These rings doesn't fit me anymore".
These are the moments were I overcome my separation anxiety. These are moments I should become stronger. These are the moments were I acknowledge the pain.
These are moments of letting go.
So this is part of growing up.
It was my daily routine. If you are committed you wear a ring so that people will get their hands off you.
A ring, that feeling of having and knowing that there will always be someone waiting, caring and loving you at the end of the day. So I miss wearing a ring. I miss being secured with a ring.
I immediately looked for that ring I gave her. I found it on my drawer next to my TV set.
I tried putting the ring back on my hands, but unfortunately it doesn't fit anymore. Realized. I lost her. I lost my partner. I lost another partner.
Moment of silence hit me. I was wearing this a few months ago. Thoughts of us hit me. How wonderful my life has been with her. How painful our break up was.
"Gusto ko mag ka family,gusto ko mag ka anak"
My head was throbbing as I looked for my treasure(jewelry) box, I saw 2 other rings. One from my first ex gf and my first ex bf.
"Oh here comes another ring. Three rings down!" I laugh as if I am going crazy. I tried wearing my other exes ring. And they don't fit either.
"These rings doesn't fit me anymore".
These are the moments were I overcome my separation anxiety. These are moments I should become stronger. These are the moments were I acknowledge the pain.
These are moments of letting go.
So this is part of growing up.
Living your life to the foolest?
Remember, I am not your toy. I still have feelings.
I don't want to interfere with anyone. This is just my opinion. No offense. No fingers to point at.
Really? How can you cheat on someone you really love? How can you FORCE yourself to believe what's right? How can you sleep, knowing that you are killing someone's trust? How?
I don't want to interfere with anyone. This is just my opinion. No offense. No fingers to point at.
Really? How can you cheat on someone you really love? How can you FORCE yourself to believe what's right? How can you sleep, knowing that you are killing someone's trust? How?
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