Ang lakas mo talaga e.

Hindi ko magawang lumitin ka
Hindi ko magawang sabihin sa kanya

Mahal pa rin pala kita
Mahal ko siya

Tagal mo na rin pa lang wala naiisip pa rin kita.
Anjan ka lang at naiisip din naman kita

Hindi ko maintindihan.
Pag mag isa ako, automatic ikaw na iisip ko
Ang lakas mo rin ano?
Umaasa pa rin ako mahalin mo.

Bakit ako nag hihintay?
Gaano ba katagal?
Hindi kita mabitawan.

Pero bakit ganto.
Mahal ko naman siya.

Ang lakas mo talaga e.

ARE YOU KIDDING ME?

L - J - R

Its 25 days to go my friend way back in HS will spend a month here in Manila. Its been 8 years since the last time we saw each other. Things changed and I am sure stories to be shared will shock us. We were PPG(Power Puff Girls), Me, HS Friend 1 - R and HS Friend 2 - L. We were in denial lesbians way back high school, we tried to hide ourselves, we were scared I guess. Then again, things changed, but for sure I am a lesbian, we are all lesbians. :))

Well I had this former office mate, before Christmas, we had this mini misunderstanding, I could not even remember my bbm message. But to make it easier to explain, we had a petty fight thru bbm. I guess the reason was she was too tired and stressed at work to receive heavy jokes from me. Then she exploded to think, I am sure, she knows I am a joker type person who doesn't and not really into petty fights. I mean seriously, I am all love, Its all love. You don't know me if you take my jokes against me. I haven't talked to her since then. I never want to speak to her again since, HS friend 1 is her girlfriend, this is to avoid disputes.

Come one day, I messaged my friend R, asked her where will she stay for the whole vacation, she told me that she will be spending the whole month with her GF, but she's planning to stay at my house prolly for a few days since she wanted to spend more time with her lovey dove. I as a friend informed her that my house is welcome for her stay.

After a few, I saw her Gfs post at FB

“sorry naman at hindi ako rich like you na nakatira sa bonggang bahay na tahimik na village. Yung mga tao kasi samin mga halang ang kaluluwa gusto mo mafeel kung gano kahalang te h”

I confronted R, told her that I have read her Gfs post on FB. I told her I did not like how she reacted, as if I belittled her. I told R that its not what I meant and I don't mean to offend, It seems that my offer was a big mistake to think we(PPG) haven't seen each other for almost 8 years. But what striked me hard, was when the moment R told me to apologize to her Gf, and I was like “Are you kidding me R???”

See I was just looking for Rs approval to spend time with us L. I don't need to explain myself to her Gf to think it was her idea to think that way. I see nothing wrong to whatever statement she found offensive, I didn't even.. urghh! This is so cheap! Making this blog make me think of how cheap Rs Gf!

To R, you are such a nice friend and a gf to defend her, although you weren't fair with your judgement.I hope she gets all the sympathy she wants from you.

For her Gf, sometimes I doubt you being a friend to me, I am not sure of what you've become since we parted in our last work, then again I am not saying sorry. Instead, I hope you become aware of your actions.You graduated with an award to a reputable school, right?. The post you made was very disgusting and made me realize that education does not really classify class. I am not expecting to have our “great” friendship back. Whatever your drama is, I don't like it. I am not closing my door to our friendship though but expect that things could never be the same.
Lets JUST try to be civil for R.

Babae ba talaga ang naghuhugas ng plato?

Ako lang naman ang naghugas ng plato. Tambak na plato.

For 4 years ako ang dakilang taga hugas ng plato ni Mommy sa Riyadh.:)) My mom really enjoys cooking and baking. Kaya lang after niya mag prepare ng food, grabe tambak ng kitchen sink, nakakaloka. Balik ka na Ateengg(Yaya)! :))

So here goes the story, Nagpprepare kami ng food at nagbabake ni mom at ate. Si father, tulog sa room! naka aircon! hoo hoo! Then after an hour or so, I was making Ube Cupcakes, dad came down to make the usual pagpapa cute na wala nang pumapansin.

I asked him to wash the dishes and make himself useful, aba naging bingi! Instead he opened the tv and lie down like a pig at our couch. Mom on the other hand said "Manhid yan!". But what really made me more furious is when he increased the volume of our TV Set.

Pakuyakuyakoy.

Ganyan ba talaga kayong mga lalake. Hindi man lang mag offer na maghugas ng plato.

Just now, I really hate boysss! Real boys are stupid and immature. Boys are Boys. Alam ko hindi lahat ng lalake ganyan, pero parekoy majority ng lalake e! umayus nga kayo!

Ang HB ko lang. Babae ako. :P

Hockey to Basketball

It was always been my dream to play hockey. A real hockey game. I remember when I was a kid, I collected every Mighty Ducks - Movie in VHS. I fancied Gordon Bombay, Charlie Conway and especially Adam Banks. :)) errrrrrr! Hit me if you know them! :) I loved the first movie though.

Unfortunately, here in the Philippines Basketball is the most popular game, every villages, baranggays, municipality - ALWAYS Basketball!

Hockey rinks were only available within my reach at SM Mega Mall and in Sta. Lucia(along Marcos Highway). Now, both of the said locations already closed their skating rinks. I haven't tried skating in ages, but I am sure I still can skate.

I learned how to skate in Sta.Lucia but I didn't have the opportunity to play hockey because the gears, skates, and sticks were too pricey.

And so, I shifted to Basketball. I started playing B'Ball when I was in Grade 5. I wasn't good back then. But I remember having my first score, the adrenaline rush while I dribble a ball - intense, my heart wants to explode every time I release a shot. From that day on I started watching NBA, I started liking Tony Parker, I wanted to be like him. :) I started taking B'ball seriously

High School was my temple. I was really good in B'ball.
First year - I was rookie of the year
Second year - Best Guard
Third year - Best Guard
Fourth year - MVP

College hoops wasn't really for me. Unfortunately, people around me back then had too much drama, showbizzzzz, "inggitan", "palakasan" and "seniority".



Not that I stopped because of them, its just that I was unexpectedly injured. I stopped playing ball when I was in 3rd year College. It was a tough and crucial decision.


awwtss!

I am not closing my doors on both sports. I will play those games before I die.

yeah!

Who's on my team?

Thanks for reading. :)

Mother. Mother. Mother.

Tamaaaaaah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Communication. Trust.

Last night those were the two words that has been running in my head. I remember when I was in Riyadh for High School, we used to talk a lot.

Me, Dad and my Mom.

We used to communicate, we interchanged thoughts, information and opinions.

We used to trust each other. We expected a lot from a promise. We believed.

The truth is my dad is an ugly liar and my mom is very sensitive. FACT!

The Itinerary was to go to the Supermarket and to go to Serendra(Taguig)afterwards to pick up my sister who is getting married by the way on May! Omg.

So yeah going back this was our system inside the supermarket.



Nakakairita lang. Ako ay aping api.

My dad is a great provider. But I cannot understand why he is being too “kuripot”. Suddenly, I remember I told my girl friend, when we become rich I promise to spend my money with you, because I love you and I am happy to spend what I earned for us, then I was like “baka naman pag tanda ko ganto ka-OA ako, hindi rin....”.

On the other side of my head was my mom, my mom who was always there for us to support and give us what we need. She didn't spoil us, infact she was being a mom, a very protective mom who wants the best for us. I guess my dad had a terrible childhood life, but it doesn't show because he is extremely funny/makulit/malandi. Made me wonder why my beautiful mom fell for him. Well according to my mom, my dad is ugly.

Well I had too much in my mind I couldn't even tell them that I am gay. I wanted to tell them I was gay. But last night, errr really bad timing. Haha!

For me communication and trust is a key to a lasting relationship, well unfortunately my mom and dad lost theirs. Guess and I am hoping that in time they could earn trust again.

Second, in my opinion people lie because they are afraid. My advise, buy some balls and speak up your mind. We only have limited days to live, so live your life and never regret. :)

I hope this entry is interesting.

Sorry for any grammatical errors. :P

Betty's Cakes

Verangaling Food Corp

March 2012

SOON.