A lot of times I almost gave up looking for you. But here I am standing in front of you. Married to you.
Sorry boys. I can't be with you as I am married to this beautiful girl in front of me.
Finally, we are here. In love.
I have always prayed for this moment to happen, to let the people know how much I love you. From this day on until the day I die, I swear I will be the best you ever had. We will be partners in crime, you will be my best friend, my everything.
With you I'll never fear anything. I am going to be proud to have you. I am going to show you off always. We'll always have a world of our own and act like idiots, talk about random stuff, share headsets, and never get tired of each other.
I will try to let you win any argument, rather than lose you in an argument. I will follow your instructions and text you asap.
You are seriously all I want.
I love you everyday. I will love you infinitely.
To my beautiful mom, my sister, my brother in law and Dad. Thank you. I love you.
To everyone friends. family, who made it possible to witness us. Thank you. Good Evening.
I know I have this thing for Singers - but if you dance like this. OMG. Let's get married na? 4:29-4:33 natawa ako. anu yown! ang bonjing(haha) nung part na to. uhmm.. the Guy looks like Jason Kidd, sana ako na lang Beyonce. WARNING! Nakakaexcite ung MTV.
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DANCE FOR YOU
Beyonce
I just wanna show you how much I appreciate you, yes
Wanna show you how much I'm dedicated to you, yes
Wanna show you how much I will forever be true, yes
Wanna show you how much you got your girl feeling good, oh, yes
Wanna show you how much, how much you understood, oh, yes
Wanna show you how much I value what you say,
Not only are you loyal, you're patient with me babe, oh, yes
Wanna show you how much I really care about your heart,
Wanna show you how much I hate being apart, oh, yes
Show you, show you, show you, till you through with me,
I wanna keep it how it is so you can never say how it used to be!
[Hook:]
Loving you is really all that's on my mind
And I can't help but to think about it day and night,
I wanna make that body rock
Sit back and watch!
[Chorus:]
Tonight I'm gonna dance for you, oh-oh
Tonight I'm gonna dance for you, oh-oh
Tonight I'm gonna put my body on your body
Boy I like it when you watch me, ah
Tonight it's going down
I'll be rocking on my babe, rocking, rocking on my babe,
Swirlin' on my babe, swirlin', swirlin' on my babe
Baby let me put my body on your body
Promise not to tell nobody
'Cause it's 'bout to go down!
[Verse 2:]
You'll never need 2 'cause I will be your number 1
Them other chicks are superficial
But I know you know I'm the one
That's why I'm all into you
'Cause I can recognize that you know that
That's why I'm backing this thing back
Pop-popping this thing back
Drop, drop, drop-dropping this thing back
This is for the time you gave me flowers
For the world that is ours
For the mula, for the power of love
And no I won't never ever e-ever give you up
And I wanna say thank you in case I don't thank you enough
A woman in the street and a freak in the you know what
Sit back, sit back, it's the pre-game show
Daddy you know what's up!
[Hook:]
Loving you is really all that's on my mind
And I can't help but to think about it day and night,
I wanna make that body rock
Sit back and watch!
[Chorus:]
Tonight I'm gonna dance for you, oh-oh
Tonight I'm gonna dance for you, oh-oh
Tonight I'm gonna put my body on your body
Boy I like it when you watch me, ah
Tonight it's going down
I'll be rocking on my babe, rocking, rocking on my babe,
I'll be swirlin' on my babe, swirlin', swirlin' on you babe
I'm gonna put my body on your body
Promise not to tell nobody
'Cause it's about to go down!
[Verse 3]
Imma take this time to show you how much you mean to me
'Cause you are all I need
No money can emphasize or describe the love that's in between the lines
Boy look into my eyes
When I'm grinding on you, this is beyond sex
Boy I'm high on you, and if it's real
Then you know how I feel
Rocking on you, babe, rocking, rocking, on you, babe
Swirling on you, babe,
In my mind all I can think about is a frame for our future
And the pictures of the past,
And a chance to make this love last, oh, oh
[Chorus:]
Tonight I'm gonna dance for you, oh-oh
Tonight I'm gonna dance for you, oh-oh
Tonight I'm gonna put my body on your body
Boy I like it when you watch me, ah
Tonight it's going down
I'll be rocking on my babe, rocking, rocking on my babe,
I'll be swirlin' on my babe, swirlin', swirlin' on you babe
I'm wanna put my body on your body
Promise not to tell nobody
'Cause it's about to go down, oh!
[Outro:]
Watch me pop it, pop it, p-p-p-p-pop it for you baby
Drop it, drop it, drop it, drop it for you baby
Watch it, watch it, watch it, watch me throw it baby
Wanna make that body rock
Sit back and watch!
Me pop it, pop it, p-p-p-p-pop it for you baby
Drop it, drop it, drop it, drop it for you baby
Watch it, watch it, watch it, watch me throw it baby
Wanna make that body rock
Sit back and watch!
HAHAH! Ipahanap ko na lang si NAPOLES then makapag retire na agad agad. LOL
PNoy puts up P10M for info on Napoles
(Updated) President Aquino announced a P10-million peso reward to anyone
who can give information that will lead to the arrest of businesswoman
Janet Lim Napoles.
An
arrest warrant has been out for Napoles and her brother Reynald Lim
since August 14 for the serious illegal detention case filed by the pork
barrel scam whistleblower Benhur Luy.
In a report by ABS-CBN’s
Willard Cheng, Aquino was asked if Napoles will be made a state-witness
to the multi-billion pork barrel scam but the President refused to give a
categorical answer.
The priority is to find Napoles and serve the warrant, Aquino told reporters.
Charges in relation to the pork barrel scam have yet to be filed.
I seriously wanna be one of the first Filipina Lesbian Actresses. I can nail June and especially Bee's role. Watch it and lemme know. Be warned this is a heavy drama movie :))
This is the first Filipino gay theme teleserye ever made in the Philippines. Kudos to GMA for this show. The series stars Carla Abellana,Tom Rodriguez and Dennis Trillo as the main characters.
The story goes when Vincent(Tom Rodriguez) got his girlfriend Lally(Carla Abellana) pregnant while they were still in college. Unknown to Lally, she learns along the way Vincent's darkest secret and that secret he has kept from everyone else since he was young.
Vincent is a closeted gay man who was very scared to come out for the fear that it will break his family. He thought he would eventually be straight when married to Lally. Unfortunately he once again crosses paths with Eric(Dennis Trillo) his first and greatest love since high school. On the other hand Eric is openly gay and just like Vincent, he is still in love with him.
Eventually, the two men start an affair and Vincent tries to hide the
affair from Lally. However, Lally starts to investigate and she
eventually learns Vincent and Eric's affair. What would youd do if you found out that your husband is gay? NKKLK.
Every episode is heart breaking, especially when the kids are involved. I am very scared of Mr. Roi Vinzon's role as well as he is a General and Vincent's father. RAWR!
Tip here is, be out and proud na.
Stop hiding sa closet nakakaligaw sa Narnia. :))
I LOVE MY HUSBAND'S LOVER!
ay tekkkkkaaa.. wala pa akong asawa. LOL ung show I mean, :))
My Own MASH UP!
As Long As You Love Me - Justin Bieber
Your Love is My Drug - Kesha
I really like it. I hope you like it too. :)))
I was actually thinking of a couple who's really into each other but due to inevitable facts that they are preventing to happen they are still TRY-ing to work it out.
Don't even bother lying to me. I find everything out.
Before making an argument with me, make sure your facts are lined up or else your join to end up crying and questioning you're existence. This is a threat Liars.
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Proverbs 12:22 ESV
Lying lips are an abomination to the Lord, but those who act faithfully are his delight.
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No MAN has a good enough MEMORY to be a successful LIAR - Abraham Lincoln
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Why do we lie? I used to lie a lot when I was younger. That was because I hate being reprimanded by my mom. I was a trouble maker, I used to break glasses and expensive things at home. I hate myself for being too clumsy actually. Being that messy and clumsy makes me lie and try to lie my way out of complete outrage from my mom. I was afraid. Who wouldn't be?
I came out last year, that was the highlight of my 2012. I couldn't bear to lie to myself anymore. I tried not to come out because I was afraid. But I took the courage. Then I realized I didn't care that much of what people thought of me. I am just happy being me now.
Liars. Again are everywhere. The most frustrating part is that the closest to your heart are the people who are repeatedly lying to my face over and over again. It makes me feel like they're treating me as a fool. I do admit sometimes I lie only to save time because usually I am tired to begin the "real thing" and it will prolong the misery of blabbing and explaining too many information and details.
But I don't LIE about things that WILL affect someone else. It's a DUTY of care concept. I think. I believe. If I know any of my lies would affect someone, I don't think I'd be able to sleep at night.
I will try not lie vs I will speak my mind intelligently. Life is to short to damage people with lies.
Before anything else. Profess you're feelings. Confess truth and nothing but the naked truth. Lalalala (Green lol). Indeed the truth shall set you FREEEEEE! I am Freeee! as a Beeeee!
Liars? Specifically the Pathological and Compulsive Liars. Why do you lie? No matter what evidences? Even when you are caught red handed? No shame? No regrets? Pointing on a wrong direction? tries to find reasons?
Why do you need hurting the ones who love you? Who you want to pretend to be? I wanna understand you people? How long I will be able to deal with this before I end up cursing?
So come on? Lie to me? Make me feel like I need a man in my life? Make me need you? Make me real girl? As I try to respect you, all I hear is blah blah blahs and cheap flowery words. You can't blame us, you can't blame me.
You are such coward. Sometimes I think I deserve your balls. I am sorry for not dropping this. But your lying is DAMAGING. You need to get help. I care. I do. You need counseling and psychotherapy.
I love this movie BTW. I am gon to watch this.. NOW!
Title: THAT'S PART OF GROWING UP
Estimated Time: 10 minutes
Background Song: Pangarap Ko - Kitchie Nadal
Cast
Berts as myself
Girl
Dad (Girl)
Mom (Girl)
Professor
Classmates
Mother (Berts)
Scene 1 Mother in panic Hospital Scene
Scene 2 Berts and Girl
Playing PS
Eating together
Tickling
Taking photos
Sharing Secrets
Scene 2 Inside the car, Parents pointing and very mad(Flashback)
Girl: Nalaman na nila Daddy.
Berts: Shempre humindi ka diba?
Girl: I told them the truth. I love you but I have to set you free.
Berts: You told me you won't let go? Hindi ko maintindihan?
Girl: "Gusto ko magka family, Gusto ko magka anak.." she said.
Narration - Those words are haunting me every time. I couldn't understand. She was my lover, my best friend, I couldn't believe and manage myself to accept it. I just got used to her company. I begged her to stay, though I don't beg. But she didn't accept it.
Scene 3 Writing A Letter
My mind wandered too much, was he better? I could be better? Ill make my hair long. Ill wear girly clothes and I swear hindi ka mapapahiya. Ill send and fetch you from work? Ill get a sperm donor, Ill carry babies for us to have a family. I even thought of having a female to male transition.
Scene 4 Writing A Letter - Flashback Car Scene
Tears started rolling - we were inside my car. I cried like there's no future ahead for me. I wanted to disappear. I started hitting my self again. The feeling was devastating. I wish I was a man in a snap. I wanted to kill all men. I hate men. I hate boys.
Scene 5 Writing A Letter
Now I am asking myself lately, Who do you turn to when the only person in the world that can stop you from crying is, is exactly the one that made you cry?
Scene 6 Classroom
2006, Eco class, she was wearing Pink - she was listening to our professor. She was top of the class. She couldn't see me, she was holding a yellow colored pencil high lighting every word she hears on her hand outs.
"Muslim ka ba?" I said - what a loser. It wasn't a tag line, I just knew someone who has the same last name and a Muslim. From that day on, I wanted to be near her always. Everything is beautiful about her. It was obvious she was straight. I was just a stubborn baller. I didn't know I was that interesting to her.
There was this time I still had feelings from my abusive ex girl friend. I was actually adjusting that time, I had to balance my family problems, grades, quitting the basketball team issue and my knee injury.
Scene 7 Writing A Letter
Basically I got on the right track - she gave me hope in finding my self back. She is the only person in this world who I opened to without any hesitation. She is the only one who knows my flaws and my darkest secrets.
Scene 8 Flashback Scene 1
It was a roller coaster ride. She was with me thru ups and downs. There were a lot of memories learned. She was everything I could hope for. She was the best thing that ever happened to me and I lost her. I know I could've given more.
Scene 9 Crying, weeping, fetal position - mother knocking on door
I hate you for letting me go. I love you so much and it sucks to let you go. I want to push you around. I want to hug you. I want to shout at you. I want to love you forever, but my definition of forever is over.
Scene 10 Pill in take
I know life goes on. I've heard that too much from everyone. I am on my way to reach my dreams without her. I know I realized that things changed. She changed. Her feelings changed. I have to accept it. Like I always say - That's part of growing up.
I don't know where you are right now. I don't know what the hell are you thinking with your ways these past few days. I don't know what the heck you are doing. I don't even know how to start not to miss you. But I good greedy. I wanted you to love me and at the same time I want to ged rid of this. As platonic as it may seem. This song speaks about everything. This one is for you. Badass. FYI this is take one, no editing and NO AUTO TUNE. Nyahh...
Credits to my Guitar teacher - Des Agcaoili (Labyu)
You push me
I don't have the strength to
Resist or control you
Take me down, take me down
You hurt me
But do I deserve this?
You make me so nervous
Calm me down, calm me down
Wake you up
In the middle of the night to say
I will never walk away again
I'm never gonna leave this bed, oh
So come here
And never leave this place
Perfection of your face
Slows me down, slows me down
So fall down
I need you to trust me
Go easy, don't rush me
Help me out, why don't you help me out?
Wake you up
In the middle of the night to say
I will never walk away again
I'm never gonna leave this bed, oh
So you say "Go, it isn't working"
And I say "No, it isn't perfect"
So I stay instead
I'm never gonna leave this bed
Take it, take it all
Take all that I have
I'd give it all away just to get you back
And fake it, fake it all
Take what I can get
Knockin' so loud
Can you hear me yet
Try to stay awake but you can't forget
Wake you up
In the middle of the night to say
I will never walk away again
I'm never gonna leave this bed, oh
You say "Go, it isn't working"
And I say "No, it isn't perfect"
So I stay instead
I'm never gonna leave this bed, ooh
Take it, take it all
Take all that I have
Take it, take it all
Take all that I have
Take it, take it all
Take all that I have
Take it, take it all
Take all that I have
Take it, take it all
Take all that I have
Take it, take it all
Take all that I have
Take it, take it all
Take all that I have
