winnie the pooh

let's cut to the chase
winnie the pooh is a chubby chubby chubby bear...
alright... you may look cute for some people..

but in my eyes you're no CUTIE PIE!

ughhh...
pooh! you disgust me!
please wear your pants.

-BASTOS

eagle eye

I am very sure that he was an Atenean. He was wearing a white shirt that states that being an atenean is COOL. He was about my size and was still wearing his ID inside the church. I want to call him the conceited Atenean guy or the PERFECT Atenean guy.

He sat in the middle, on his left- his best bud; on his right I guess, his girl friend. He stared at me upon entering the church. Then he started doing the sign of the cross. I didn’t feel violated because first, I automatically set my mind that he was probably looking at my shirt”Complaining LOUDLY is much more fun than suffering in silence”. Second, He might have thought that I was his relative or his long lost friend and lastly, it was my first time to step foot in that church and maybe he found me unusual "the newbie".

After 2 minutes he looked behind, again looking at me as if I was a criminal. He was sharp, like an eagle. As if I don’t belong in that church. The way he stared at me made me feel like I don’t belong in this world. It’s like I don’t deserve to be loved.

I laughed silently, imagining that he hates lesbians because his ex gf might have left him for a girl.

I laughed silently, seeing my self beside him, being critiqued that I am better looking than him.

I wanted to confront him.

I wanted to ask the runner up why he was staring at me.

I wanted to hire an archer to strike him in the head with an arrow.

But I was in the house of god. I turned into serious mode. I tried to ignore him. I closed my eyes.

I cried silently, I prayed silently and asked god to bless this Atenean.

I will never forget that way he stared at me. That perfect blue guy that made me feel blue the whole day.

who's berts urdaneta?

*spotted. berts urdaneta when bored.

bim August 23rd, 2008

i am no good writer. someday i will.

anyway this blog is for everyone inlove. because i am inlove.

_____TOINK5_____

B-eing with her makes me feel alive. I love the way she looks at her self whenever i stare at her. All of a sudden she’ll take her mini mirror from her jungle bag, looks at the mirror or any mirror near her and will start asking our friends if she’s ugly. haha. you are always beautiful in my eyes. I can still remember when we went to Hundred Islands and she was so scared that our boat will turn turtle. hihihi.. I love supporting her bonjing ideas and telling her that she’s "ULOL" in public. I learned to eat dessert with rice at the same time. I just love being with her inside her lovelife car named KORNS. I always appreciate her parking skills because she never scratched her mugs from the gutter(tama ba spelling).

I- love to be her friend. I love to make her smile to death (labas gills, tulo laway). I love to feed her and bring her lunch after rizal class. I learned to appreciate jologs stuffs (Ever Commonwealth movies, toms world, tropical hut). With her I learned to defend myself or be vocal to react when people hit me. I became a wonderful person with her I SWEAR.

M-ost beautiful thing that ever happened to me. Without her there will be no bimbay, bimboy=bonjing, taba, darlengbem, boningmyloves. No more 168 shopping, no more chicken tenders, rodics tapa, jolibee and movies everyweek. And if ever one day she thought of leaving me. Ill assure her that i will always be her friend and envy the man that will replace me.

i love u everyday :)

the unpredicted me August 16th, 2007

i tried, but it’s not enough. the more i focus, the more I loose it. i just can’t seem to get it straight. i know theres no use lookin back. but it makes me loose myself and break down. a lot of my friends had been working on how they want their lives to be. i do get envy with what they are right now and still not loosing hope that one someday, i will reach that certain goal in my life.

i’m in deep pain…….

i dont know why or how can i ease this feeling.. i just recently gave up many things right now… i don’t consider it quiting! because when things get tough, moving on is the only best way to do and must look forward and see the real beauty of life. tama diba? what makes you happy! just follow it… people usually want what is best for them. we intend to follow whatever things that will make us happy. no matter how dumb the result is. but howcome following whatever makes you happy sometimes lead to sadness?? its deceiving…. it hurts like hell… its frustrating… but whatever happens… I must remember that happiness deals from your very own decision. I control it! I live with it! I have to deal with it!