THE FREAKSHOW CLUB

Binibini, Bamboo, Champ, Printet and Pineapple

WE ARE THE ABOVE CAPTIONED GROUP. 

Ikr. Keep you mouths shut lesbian friends. Yes, I tried dancing. Cause I was never good at it. I tried cause I was homesick. I tried cause I was heart sick. I tried cause I felt obliged for it. I tried cause I liked some girls at the club. LOL.  I just wanted to try. OK! Now drop it. No laughing. I am goin to hunt you down. Tama na. ISA! DALAWA! GRRR! :))))

For the next batch - I swear I am going to be true to myself. Ill study the male dance steps whether masakit man sa mata ninyo, pakshit! I don't care. But I am not even sure if I could join in advance because a friend signed me at some Women's Basketball League this coming August. I missed Basketball really. Basketball over Freakshow it is. Depends. Hmm. haha! OK! 

It was a great experience, batch and a great show. The last time I checked I didn't sign up for this freakshow to please anyone or say to be the people's walking entertainment. I felt like I gave too much entertainment by wearing a skirt and wearing unicorns. Bitch I walk like this, drop it. Nobody can tell me how to walk cause I ain't your puppet. :)) Please lang boys, if you feel like I just needed to sleep with you so as to make me a real lady. Pakshit lang ho. No. Save it buster.

My sincerest thank you to those who patiently taught me how to dance. It was actually inspiring to be guided by women. I enjoyed practice because of this portion. lalalalaaa..... 

So here we are the top 5. My gfs. YES! AKIN SILANG LAHAT! bwahahahha! 

I am. Happy. :) 

My Second Album - Berts Urdaneta Try 2.0

Song of the DAY! :)))

  Teenage Dream
  Katy Perry

You think I'm pretty
Without any makeup on
You think I'm funny
When I tell the punchline wrong
I know you get me
So I let my walls come down, down

Before you met me
I was alright but things
Were kinda heavy
You brought me to life
Now every February
You'll be my Valentine, Valentine

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance, until we die
You and I, will be young forever

[Chorus:]
You make me feel
Like I'm livin' a
Teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back

We drove to Cali
And got drunk on the beach
Got a motel and
Built a fort out of sheets
I finally found you
My missing puzzle piece
I'm complete

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance, until we die
You and I, will be young forever

[Chorus:]
You make me feel
Like I'm livin' a
Teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back

I'm a get your heart racing
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
Let you put your hands on me
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight

[Chorus:]
Yoooouuu
You make me feel
Like I'm livin' a
Teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back
No

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back

I'm a get your heart racing
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
Let you put your hands on me
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
(Tonight, tonight, tonig

My 2nd and 3rd TATTOO

I'm Sexy and I know it! :)) 

OK ba? What are your thoughts.

Sorry if I got you fooled. I just bought these tattoos at DAY TO DAY for 2AED. But I really want to have a tattoo on my ribcage. Soon. Maybe. 

Hair Cut Maybe?

Thinking of a great hair cut... Here are the options. HELP?

1. Ellen's Hair :)) 

2. This hair too requires a razor, which I am very irritated. But sigeee for the sake of beauty. OK.

3. Super PIXIE CUT and the hair color. Kaya ko ba ito. :))

4. Hmm. I think I will look really yummy here. Pati hair color? Whadaya think?

5. I really like HIM :))) Hair Style. hmmm.. LOVET! 

Have You Ever?

Platonic love is a type of love that is chaste and non-sexual. (Wikipedia) 

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I consider this the weirdest relationship I ever had. Wanting that person so bad but you don't even know what to do and what is not to do? All you think of is to go with the flow. 

I don't know how to explain this thing going on, but I am quite sure we want each other. I don't chase. I replace. She drives me so crazy and at the same time I am just letting her lead us into something I really don't know. LOL. 

She is quite demanding and I don't know what she's thinking cause we don't talk that much. I want to work this unicorns we have but. Seriously! What to do! (FacePalm). 

I am still single. I think. We are unofficially dating??? HAHA! 

I am not sure if its working. But I wanted this. If we lose it, then we lose it.  

You are such a pain in the ass woman! 143! 

Sands of UAE

(Desert Somewhere in UAE)

Everybody has their first love. Some people are lucky to have their first love till the end. Some people wanted to erase their definition of first love. But I am the type of person who will love you infinitely.

I accidently met my first love in Red Sands KSA, I was 15. We weren't expecting to see each other on the said place back then. We were actually texting in the morning, then there were no signal upon arrival.

As I was capturing the sunny shades of that deserted place from my camera, from a far I saw her. She saw me. We ran to each others arms. We hugged and jumped in circles as if no one was staring at us. It was like a movie, my memory is so vivid and we were both wearing Red.

That moment, I swear was the first super-kilig-memory-I-ever-had.

We parted a few months after. But me being gay was not the issue. She and her family went back to Philippines for good. We ended so soon. I planned to come out that year, but I thought I could still change. I tried not to be gay. Remember? haha!

I am not blogging this to get a program out of me. I am not asking her to comeback. In fact she's seeing someone now. She's straight now, by the way. We sometimes exchange ocassional hellos at FB. But yeah. She was the one. In another life maybe, baby.

 #random #inanotherlife #growingup #infinitememories #11/26/03