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I love you Peter Pan! :))

The One That Got Away

You were the one that got away - I still think about you. I miss you Karla. 

I love you hopelessly for years.
Happy 25th Baliw.
I love you. 

Summer after high school when we first met
We make-out in your Mustang to Radiohead
And on my 18th Birthday
We got matching tattoos

Used to steal your parents' liquor
And climb to the roof
Talk about our future
Like we had a clue
Never planned that one day
I'd be losing you

In another life
I would be your girl
We keep all our promises
Be us against the world

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away

I was June and you were my Johnny Cash
Never one without the other We made a pact
Sometimes when I miss you
I put those records on (whoa)

Someone said you had your tattoo removed
Saw you downtown singing the Blues
It's time to face the music
I'm no longer your muse

But in another life
I would be your girl
We keep all our promises
Be us against the world

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away
The one(X3)
The one that got away

Bridge:
All this money can't buy me a time machine (No)
Can't replace you with a million rings (No)
I shoulda told you what you meant to me (Whoa)
Cause now I pay the price

In another life
I would be your girl
We keep all our promises
Be us against the world

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away
The one(X3)

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away

Damaged.

In tagalog, hindi mo siya mahal. Wala ka lang magawa. Ok siya pampalipas oras, hindi mo din siya gusto. Napapasaya ka lang niya. 

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Oops I did it AGAIN. I played with someones heart to make me happy with my miser ale 

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I was 17 when I first saw her. She looks pretty and witty. She was taller than me, but I knew she did liked me from her text messages.

I was running 40 on thread mill, team mate buddy was weight lifting. She walk towards us, mad, as if her husband was cheating on her, but they weren't in a relationship back then.

"Sino yung nagbabantay sayo?!" She was furious at my team mate. 

I was surprised. Small talk arrived. Team mate introduced me to her. I was too quiet back then. She was trying to be close with me and she did caught my attention. I like her back and nobody knows it but me.

I remember she was one strong smoker. Buddy and I were trying to make her quit. Unfortunately, she couldn't quit smoking.

A few months after, she started to be a little out of our reach. She pretended that her father was stalking her daily cause he found out the she and my team mate were in a relationship. Which was their "reason" for breaking up.

Lo and behold, she started seeing another team mate which made my buddy upset. Which was really rude. I had no right to ridicule. They didn't last long, I didn't interfere. I had no right to. I don't want to.

Then she started playing futsal for our school. Which was cool because she carried herself well. We never had a clear conversation since she started dating the other team mate, a smaller team mate. 

But before we stopped talking. I suddenly remembered why I turned turtle about her. She was trying to sell a 1000 peso fake dvd to me. The dvd only costs 90 pesos. I couldn't believe myself for that kind of betrayal. Its a good thing I didn't buy it, but after that. I found her really cheap. I stopped replying to her texts.

She was like my attorney, she tried to fix me and the first girl I really liked when we were first year. She calls and texts me when she needs a drinking buddy.  She was considered one of my good friends. But she threw me away, I guess "wala siyang mahinita saakin". Maybe, but really there are just some people who are not meant for you to stay. 

After first year, she transferred to DLSU-CSB. I have heard she was much more popular than ever. She has her own website/blog and been traveling too much.Then I saw her one time at Petron Katipunan, I was getting gas. I was in 3rd year. She went down in a tricycle. We exchanged awkward hellos. 

That was the last encounter I had with her since the dvd thing. And now I am writing about her. This sounds irrational, I don't know maybe I wasn't rich enough to suffice our friendship. There's no use thinking about it anymore, but clearly I did miss her and she left me hanging. 

So yeah sabi sa kanta ni Aiza Seguerra "Anung nangyari sa ating dalawa.." :)) 

Maybe in a another life we'd be bffs. lol. 

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babes

Song of the WEEK!

CAN YOU FEEL ME
Michael Bolton Feat Tami Chynn

Can you feel me?
Can you feel me?

I don't wanna open my eyes
'Cause if I do I'll have to leave you

And I don't understand
Why my heart won't do what I tell it to

Wash over me with anythin' but your tears
Wash over me with anythin' but my fears

Come on, come on

Can you feel me tryin' to leave your arms?
Can you hear me beggin' to stay?
Can you feel me tryin' to leave your arms?
Can you beg me, beg me to stay?

I don't wanna say goodbye
'Cause if I do I may not leave you
And I don't ever wanna cry
With thoughts that I may never breathe you

Wash over me with anythin' but your tears
Wash over me with anythin' but my fears

Come on, come on

Can you feel me tryin' to leave your arms?
Can you hear me beggin' to stay?
Can you hear me?

Why don't you warm up these lips
With your fingertips?

Oh, my body just aches up the thought
Of you sayin' goodbye

Oh, when you look at me
With them gorgeous eyes
You know that I can't pretend
Is this the end, it feels so right

So can you feel me tryin' to leave your arms?

Can you hear me beggin' to stay?
Can you hear me?

Can you feel me tryin' to leave your arms? Your arms, no
Can you beg me, beg me to stay?
Can you feel me? Can you feel me?
Can you feel me? Can you feel me?
Beg me to stay, beg me to stay, oh

I don't wanna open my eyes
'Cause if I do I may not leave you
I don't wanna open my eyes
'Cause if I do I may not leave you

So

I wan't to create my version!

REALLYYY SOOON! Pati ung how we are during heart breaks. goshhh naman!
busyyy banana ako. :)) 

Huli na ito

Hindi mawalan ng trabaho ang pinakamasakit na binitawan ko. Ikaw yun. 

Isang matinding kadramahan na naman. Isa akong walking teleserye. Ikaw na naman naisip kong isulat. Kailan kaya kita makakalimutan. Ang dami ko nang nakilala dito sa gitnang silangan, ang daming maganda dito. Pero alam ko panandalian lang ang mga ito. Lintik naman oh, ikaw pa rin. Ang tindi mo. 

Sa parte ng daigdig na to, bawal ang tanga. Parang pinasusyal na Quiapo dito. Napaka swerte ko nga lang kasi nakita ko ang mga taong tunay saakin. Kung tutuusin hindi ko na maipinta o masabi ung gusto kong gawin, para bang lahat ng gusto ko nawalan ng saysay. Pero sige dahil kelangan ko, tuloy pa rin ang buhay. Kelangan kong mabuhay. Madalas natutulala na lang ako. Anu na Berting? Asan ka na? Wala. Yolo.

Naaalala mo pa ba nung nagkita tayo sa UP para lang mag tapsilog sa Rodics? Galing pa akong China nuon. Baguhan pa lang tayung nag mamaneho nun. Ako si Franck Muller. Alam mo yun. Magkatabi tayo parati, umiiwas ako sayo kasi ayaw mo mahalata ka ng ibang kaklasi natin. Pero ikaw pasaway ka nalapit ka pa rin. Ang bonjing mo talaga. 

Nung nagkasakit ako, sabi ko wag mo na ako samahan sa hospital. Kasi mahahalata tayo. Hindi ka nga sumama pero grabe ka mag alala kakatxt sa sun ko. May sun cell tayo nun! magkasunod pa number natin, kaso inferness nakalimutan ko na ung number. 

Hinawakan ko kamay mo sa harap ni Editor, nung nahuli tayo.  Sa Multiply tayo na huli, hindi mo kasi pinaltan ung password mo nung nag pagawa ka ng theme sa kanya, napaka burara mo talaga. Buti na lang wala nang Multiply. Burado na memories natin. Yung baboy na un, sabi kapatid daw ang nakealam ng multiply mo. Bullshit noh? Naaalala mo pa un?

Sinigawan ko siya na wala siyang pakialam satin dahil mahal natin isat isa. At kung makareact siya parang magulang mo. Inaaway niya tayo. Ayaw niya saakin. Kung anu ano na binato saakin ni Editor, matitinding pang lalaet na hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit siya galit na galit saakin. 

Pero di nag tagal, natanggap niya din tayo. 

Nakilala mo naman siya. 

Nakalimutan mo na ang lahat. Nakalimutan mo ako. Tuwang tuwa naman si editor. As in. 

Sana makilala ko na rin yung sakin. Sana naman mawala na to. Ayoko na talaga. Namimiss na kita bilang kaibigan. Alam ko sa isang "sorry" lang, kaya kong kalimutan ang lahat. Wag kang babalik. Tandaan mo yan. Mahal pa kasi kita. Wag ngayon. Wag na lang muna. Siguro.

Sa mga akala kong kaibigan na tinalikuran ako. Salamat. Pinakita ninyo sakin kung gaano kayo kaopen minded.

Huli na itong emotional blog about you. Huli na ito.