12/17/16

Dr. Jul

I ran as fast as I can, She was barely breathing, I had to do CPR. I started with chest compression. I knelt down, I placed one hand at the center of her chest and placed the heel of the other hand on top and interlocked. I pressed down on her chest. I took a deep breath, sealed her nose, blowed steadily into her mouth. She was breathing even before the first aid people came with a defibrillator. She looked at me for a few minutes.

"Hi"

She was wearing a blue speedo swimsuit and her tummy was quite the same as mines. She noticed the similarity, but hers I guess, carries a baby. Mine would be a burger. Haha. She seemed lonely, and we both said. "kamusta". I smiled at her. It was weird looking at her eyes.  It has been a almost a decade. She still have this scary feature that I hate. She started crying, I wanted to hug her but I will always be on the right side. I am taken, she is married, No married hands on me. It was always been me, She asked me if I hate her. I said I would never hate you. "Do you still love me?". Well, I do, but not that kind of love that I used to feel when we were still together. It was more of a child, giving up her favorite doll. Things change. "Why did you left me?" To be honest. I can't remember. I really don't, but I loved you.  The ambulance came, they took her and carried her on the ambulance. I exited in a smooth pace. Suddenly a reporter came and asked my name, profession, etc. She thought I was a doctor. "Just watch youtube."




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