Coincidence?

It is so funny how I foresee things and others can really make a notch out of it, or maybe we just have the same wavelengths and they just know how to use that creativity into a huge something. Funny how someone can speak your mind, and you look into their craft. Jeez, can he/she read my mind? What the heck. Did he/she red my blog or diary?

The thing here is, do something. I have been in this shell for quite some time.
So there goes NIKE - just do it!

Dear Dad

Kamusta ka na jan sa Qatar? To think ilang tambling lang papunta dito sa Dubai from Qatar. Minsan gusto ko sabihin na bisitahin mo naman ako. Kaya lang di ko na maintindihan na raramdaman ko saaten. Angyare? Para bang lahat na lang ng sabihin mo kahit sincere na yata, hindi ko maabsorb.

Iniisip ko kanina habang nagmamaneho ako pauwe. Parang kailan lang, high school ako, lagi mo akong hinahatid at sundo. Nung high school ako lagi akong late, sobrang bagal mo Dad pramis! Si Mother love naman ayaw nalalate. Late na nga ako pumasok, late mo rin ako sunduen. Eshada Mr Jorge..

Eto tamad pa rin ako mag drive. Ayoko talaga mag drive, Ikaw pa rin ang best driver. Ikaw pa rin ang the best kausap sa sasakyan. Andami mong alam Dad, from politics, ugali ng tao, how to manage people, things, the best ka mag advise. Nakikinig ako palagi sayo, proud ako namana ko sayo ung pagiging vigilant. Planning ahead, napaka technical/realistic mo sa lahat. Tska sobrang funny mo pa, kaya siguro na fall si mother love sayo. I think namana ko naman sayo yun. Naks, lol. Ikaw na malakas dating. Malakas dating, Verangaling!

Napansin ko rin mejo parehas tayo ng ugali pag namimili ng damit, gamit, anik anik, pag bibili ako ng bagay, lagi kong iniisip kung kelangan ko ba, talaga, saan, mura ba? Ok. Next time na lang. Nilalagnat din ako Dad pag maglalabas ng pera. Diko alam, bunso kasi siguro tayo, nasanay ng nililibre? binibili? Whatchutink? Nasanay tayong sinasabihan ng magagandang bagay, masaya na tayong pinupuri. Miski joke. haha! toink. Mababaw lang tayo. I mean, grateful lang sa mga bagay bagay.

Lagi tayong nag uusap noon noh? Araw at gabi. Pinagtatawanan pa natin si Mami pag trip mo siyang asarin. Pero at the end of the day, kay Mami ako nasama. Mami ko siya eh, bat ba. hehe! Kaloka noon ano? Bukas pala dadalw ka. Pinagppray ko na sana walang bad vibes. Nako dad, san ka kaya matutulog, sa kwarto ko or kay mami. Anlakas niyo pa man din mag hilik. :( Bahala na bukas! jusko anu na sira pa man din headset ko.

Pero gusto ko lang naman sabihin, thank you, sa lahat ng sakripisyong ginawa mo samen, parang kalahati ng buhay mo asa abroad ka, isang buwan ka lang nauwe kada taon,

Ang saya ko kasi nakasama kita ng 4 na taon. Nakilala kita di lang sa snail mails, voice mails at emails.At senior ka na nag ttrabaho ka pa, uwe ka na, mag alaga ka na lang ng apo.Love you architech jorge, alam ko hindi ko nanasasabi yon. Sabi nga ni Ronan Keating - when you day nothing at all. charot. anlabo.

See you bukas. Bawal manita.
kalma.

Berting - your unico IJO

Of course.

There will be one person who knows how to make you happy, effortless. 

He/she will look at you as if you are the best person in the world. 

This person will love you and your failures. 

This lover will accept your past and will create happy memories with you.

Thinking about this person can make you climb mountains and capture aliens. 

This person will share things with you and you know that this 

person doesn't like to share. 

This love doesn't care if you became thinner or thicker. 

He/She really knows what to say when you need comforting words

Respects you as a human and doesn't see you as an atm

There's a constant comfort when you see each other

Everything is in sync, consistent and almost perfect.

You do not care about anything else but this person. 

Sitting in silence, missing each other even when together. 

Have you ever felt perfectly in love? 

Talking About Forgiveness and Taking the High Road

There was this guy in my old department who loves to tease me. I do not mean to be rude but seeing him makes me pissed sometimes. I do not know if it was the kachupoy hair style or his thick one lined eyebrows. There was one day, I got used to the teasing and I rarely answer back. Because making patol is human, to make dedma is divine. I try to stay in my cool and most of the time I ignore him. He usually teases me by my eating habits at work, my shoes and weight gain.

When I got promoted, I rarely get to see him. But these days he always pass by my new department. Again, annoying face in the morning, trying to chit chat, then attacks my shoes or weight gain. One day, I couldn't take the teasing because maybe because I was hungry and pressured at work. My new colleagues heard the teasing.

"Good Morning July"

"Good Morning (I wasn't looking at him, I knew I was about to snap)"

"You are gaining too much weight"

"What the heck? you never lost weight since I met you, please? what do you care this is my body, I can afford food" (he smirked and walked away)

My colleagues, went dull and quiet seeing me growl and defend my fat state. They knew I was pissed. Don't you just hate people attacking your weight? I have a very long patience. I know the truth may hurt, but as a lady(yes I am a girl) and him constantly attacking me. What the hell does he want? People of the universe, what do you care about my weight gain? this is my body. I want to eat, I can afford to buy food. MYOB - mind your own business.

The last time I have checked, attacking me wont make anyone thinner or prettier. I just do not get the inappropriate attacks. I do believe in the verse "Do not unto others as you would have them do unto you". I keep myself quiet and tried to contain revengeful words, besides he is no thin to attack me frequently. I try to be very mannered and respectful, but he crossed a very thick line.

Decided that when I catch a glimpse of him, walk away and do not make an eye contact. I do not want to be bullied, humiliated and reminded of how I am gaining weight. He once tried to talk but I stood up and went to the toilet. I saw him in the pantry when I was about to get coffee, I walked away and took water on the other side of the pantry. He greets me one time and I didn't looked at him, or smiled or greeted back. It was a week of completely ignoring him. Then the other day, he cornered me on my table.

"July, what's wrong, you are not looking at me or greeting me back, are you upset with me?"

"Not really, But I just don't want you to ruin my day, as you always do by attacking my weight"

"I am sorry about what I said, We are colleagues July. Sorry again, have a great day"

"Fine, just try to filter what you say"(Looked at him and he gave me this pussy cat forgive me face).

I did not expect asshole to be that sincere. I hope the teasing stops there. I really hope not to get any bad vibes in the morning from him or anyone.

Adulthood is so strange, I just want to earn, sleep, eat and repeat.

Please lang, Bawal manita.