12/19/15

Dejavu

I wanted to write something nice about tonight 
But suddenly I felt extremely sad

I was starving for more attention
But she wants undying affection

Demons are screaming louder
As I cough and pant for air
Am I drowning in my own thoughts
And in my dreams, it haunts me

Or this is a feeling I have been 
Rejecting 

I am so pissed. Frustrated. Irritated. Sad. Angry. Happy. 
All in one. Just for one. 



12/12/15

2016 - DREAM IT, PLAN IT and WORK ON IT

December is the time of the year where we can recap all the blessings we received throughout the year! Let us all be thankful to our Lord as he guide us in a great path and a great year,

Advance Merry Christmas BADASS UNICORNS! and may we all have a brighter future in the New Year Ahead!


"delight yourself in the lord, and he will give you the desires of your heart"  -Psalm 37:4

Song of the DAY



Sabay

Kailangan ko ng oras Para makahinga Sakaling ‘di umabot At bumitaw ka na Kahit iba ang bagsak ng ating mga paa Sasabayan pa rin kita Hilo sa kaiikot Walang masandalan Ikaw ang siyang pumigil Sa aking katawan Kahit iba ang bagsak ng ating mga paa Sasabayan pa rin kita ‘Di bale nang mapatid at tayo'y tumagilid Sasabayan pa rin kita Hindi na makalutang Tangay na ng agos Hindi makalimutan Hindi makalayo sa ‘yo Sa ‘yo Kahit iba ang bagsak ng ating mga paa Sasabayan pa rin kita ‘Di bale nang mapatid at tayo'y tumagilid Sasabayan pa rin kita Sasabayan pa rin kita Sasabayan pa rin kita Kailangan ko ng oras Para makahinga

12/3/15

Rage

Every night I think of the kisses I should have
Is this enough to satisfy my heart's plea
I pray to love you more each day
Tears keep falling, I am deliberately hurting, waiting
For words I pretend to hear

She's not expressive
But try to talk to me, cause my heart is in rage
What I am feeling was never first time 
Talk to me, I really want to quit now 
My head is spinning, stressing and almost letting go

Life is hard, it is so unfair
Until we meet again, that is our damn fate 
I love you, I wanna hold your face
All we can do is wish and maybe wait 

Again, Again, I should shrug this feeling
to fall conveniently for someone else
Be strong, Be brave
For I will love you always
Even when we are miles apart

Temptations are easy to grasp
Because I knew from the start I was 
never good in waiting 
Patience, I pray for more patience

Kindly understand the sadness in my daily grief