I wanted to write something nice about tonight 
But suddenly I felt extremely sad
I was starving for more attention
But she wants undying affection
Demons are screaming louder
As I cough and pant for air
Am I drowning in my own thoughts
And in my dreams, it haunts me
And in my dreams, it haunts me
Or this is a feeling I have been 
Rejecting 
I am so pissed. Frustrated. Irritated. Sad. Angry. Happy. 
All in one. Just for one. 
