Healing for everyone!

 May we heal from things we don’t speak about

This line has been hanging in my head for quite some time. Realized that my 2021 until now is a healing year.

Healing, from a narcissistic person. Healing from all the pain she brought to me and my family. Healing from the crying and cheating she did. Accepting the fact that she wasn’t a human as all. Deciding not to speak, or hear a sound about it. Until now, my heart believes she was not even a she, or a pronoun. That was the most devastating experience I ever had. I still pray, hard, to forgive myself and her. Besides, we are all human.

Some of you might think that I am not over this person, no, you are truly wrong. This kind of healing is tough and hard, it involves a to of psycho therapies and medicines. I am proud that I am able to speak about my mental condition.  Nonetheless, I am so happy to walk through it all with the new love of my life. I am so grateful for all the love and care she gives me.

So glad that my current partner is the most loving and caring person. I hope she is the one. May we all find someone who is good for our souls. Someone who is kind. Who is loving and contented?

And now that I am 34, I can't believe this. I thank god for another chance, another life. May he grant me more love and forgiveness in life. Like my favorite hero in ML, Rafaela: Healing for everyone!