Bed.

I lied in bed, stared at the ceiling for awhile.

This cold weather suddenly made me sad. 

I moved my fingers underneath the blanket 

and close my eyes. 

I was trying to imagine her hand in mine, 

Instead I closed my hand on a pill, 

A pill, that draw me into a deep sleep. 

“Kaya mo yan”....

#fightinganxiety

Written: January 25 2021