I try not to.
But I can still remember how we first met. It has been 6 years since we broke up. It was a bad ending. I intentionally planned it. Mainly because I want to let you go. I thought there was no way out but to embrace the bad image. But I know you know, I did not mean to do that.
As people witnessed our love. It was unusual. It was unexpected.
We did a lot of things together, like getting free lunch. With limited allowances we had, we were happy. Happy looking at each others notes, checking out bad grammars and playing pet society - was at a hype back then.
Our relationship was almost perfect until we have hit rock bottom. I know we have different chapters in our life now, we have live separately for more than a year.
But, I really wanna say that I miss you. Rather I miss being your friend.
I know we haven't seen each other, that I want you to know that I have been doing a lot of thinking lately. I want you to know that, damn it I miss you. I used to regret what happened. But there are times that I wish to be your friend again, I wanna see you again. Will you be able to look me in the eye?
Although it still bothers me that someone I know so well have become a total stranger to me now. Part of me wants to hold you again. But its over, you're married now.
You and I didn't need any reasons to fall in love. It just happened. We just did. Our similarities was too great, we had a little world of our own.
Until we both changed. I know, this is wrong. But I miss you. I still get to think of you sometimes.
I know, you found a love that all the things ours couldn't be.
I miss you, I try and try not to.
But I can still remember how we first met. It has been 6 years since we broke up. It was a bad ending. I intentionally planned it. Mainly because I want to let you go. I thought there was no way out but to embrace the bad image. But I know you know, I did not mean to do that.
As people witnessed our love. It was unusual. It was unexpected.
We did a lot of things together, like getting free lunch. With limited allowances we had, we were happy. Happy looking at each others notes, checking out bad grammars and playing pet society - was at a hype back then.
Our relationship was almost perfect until we have hit rock bottom. I know we have different chapters in our life now, we have live separately for more than a year.
But, I really wanna say that I miss you. Rather I miss being your friend.
I know we haven't seen each other, that I want you to know that I have been doing a lot of thinking lately. I want you to know that, damn it I miss you. I used to regret what happened. But there are times that I wish to be your friend again, I wanna see you again. Will you be able to look me in the eye?
Although it still bothers me that someone I know so well have become a total stranger to me now. Part of me wants to hold you again. But its over, you're married now.
You and I didn't need any reasons to fall in love. It just happened. We just did. Our similarities was too great, we had a little world of our own.
Until we both changed. I know, this is wrong. But I miss you. I still get to think of you sometimes.
I know, you found a love that all the things ours couldn't be.
I miss you, I try and try not to.
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