VENI VIDI VICI

Today is the 4th year, I came out of the closet by blogging this entry - Sana. I just read it and it still gives me the chills. Such a painful memory to recall. But it made me reflect about how things are. Well, a lot of things changed and I am very proud of myself  and what I have become, This is Berting 4.0. Haha!

I may not be successful for some negatrons out there, but to me I am still ze champion. Haha (Fighting Spirit max level ON). Nobody tells me what I can or cannot do, howkay?! Kebs. Sabi nga ni sister ko. SO WHAT!

Fours years ago, I have lost trust. I have lost my job for my ambition to put up a business. I have lost friends that I thought I could lean on. I have failed as a business person. I have failed in so many aspects and I felt my face on the floor a lot of times by trying to believe a lie. I cried a lot. I wanted to die.

But at the end of the dark tunnel, I saw and met great friends and surrendered myself to my family. I learned to let go and let god. Time will pass, everything will be healed, everything will all be a memory of good times.

Then you will learn to love again. I am very happy now. :) ayikeeee.. Hi Sikya!

So again, things change, people change, feelings change.

Veni Vidi Vici Verting. Whut. Party.

I Have Decided to STOP

Change

There was one morning

I looked into your eyes
you where shining
like a flag beyond the horizon
standing tall, waving, proud

You said, "we will make it"
It sounded like forever 

It has been more than a year
And now I see you shrugging 

eventually laughing 

making it sound like nothing

In deed, things change, people change
her feelings change.

I have met a lot
Learned a lot
Yet I see flashbacks of how
people used to be

Always, is such a sweet word

I will always remember
those were the days

Always. Everyday. Funny.

LSS for this week

FIRST LOVE - Utada Hikaru

Saigono kissu wa
Tabako no flavor gashita
Nigakute setsunai kaori

Ashita no imagoro ni wa
Anata wa doko ni irun darou'
Dare wo omotte 'run darou'

You are always gonna be my love
Itsuka dare kato mata koi ni ochitemo
I'll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Imawa mada kanashii love song
Atarashi uta utaeru made

Tachidomaru jikan ga
Ugoki dasou to shiteru
Wasuretakunai koto bakari

Ashita no imagoro ni wa
Watashi wa kitto naiteru
Anata wo omotte 'run darou'

Yay yay yeah

You will always be inside my heart
Itsumo anata dake no basho ga aru kara
I hope that I have a place in your heart too
Now and forever you are still the one
Imawa mada kanashii love song
Atarashii uta utaeru made

You are always gonna be my love
Itsuka dare kato mata koi ni ochitemo
I'll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Mada kanashii love song yeah
Now & forever ah...

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When everybody expected me to weep

There was a day,
They all expected me to weep
To tell you honestly
I have lot's of things to do
and it doesn't include what you are thinking
But I don't mind talking about it
In fact I cannot remember anything about it

So? Coffee?
meh not interested with networking. HAHA!

*insert music*

WILD THING - TONE LOC

Let's do it

Workin' all week

9 to 5 for my money

So when the weekend comes

I go get live with the honeys

Rollin' down the street

I saw this girl and she was pumpin'

I winked my eye, she got into the ride

Went to a club was jumpin'

Introduce myself as Loc

She said, "You're a liar"

I said, "I got it goin' on baby doll

And I'm on fire"

Took her to the hotel she said

"You're the king"

I said, "Be my queen if you know what I mean

And let's do the wild thing

Wild thing

Wild thing

Shoppin' at the mall

Looking for some gear to buy

I saw this girl she cool rocked my world

And I had to adjust my fly

She looked at me and smiled and said

"You have plans for the night"

I said, "Hopefully if things go

Well, I'll be with you tonight"

So we journeyed to her house

One thing led to an other

I keyed the door, I cold hit the floor

Looked up and it was her mother

I didn't know what to say

I was hanging by a string

She said, "Hey, you two, I was once like you

And I liked to do the wild thing"

Wild thing

She loved to do the wild thing

Wild thing

Please, baby, please

Posse in effect

Hangin' out is always hype

And when me and the crew leave the shindig

I want a girl who's just my type

Saw this luscious little frame

I ain't lyin' fellas she was fine

The sweet young miss go gave me a kiss

And I knew that she was mine

Took her to the limousine

Still parked outside

I tipped the chauffeur when it was over

And I gave her my own ride

Couldn't get her off my jock

She was like static cling

But that's what happens

When bodies start slappin' from doin' the wild thing

Wild thing

She like to do the wild thing

Please, baby, please

Wild thing

Doin' a little show at the local discotheque

This fine young chick was on my jock so I say what the heck

She want to come on stage and do her little dance

So I said, "Chill for now but maybe later, you'll get your chance"

So when the show was finished I took her around the way

And what do you know she was good to go without a word to say

We was all alone and she said, "Tone, let me tell you one thing

I need 50 dollars to make you holler, I get paid to do the wild thing"

Say what

Yo love you must be kidding

You're walkin' babe

Just break out of here

Hasta la vista baby

Wild thing

Songwriters

MATT DIKE, ANTHONY T. SMITH, MARVIN YOUNG

Read more: Tone Loc - Wild Thing Lyrics | MetroLyrics 

Name my laptop?

And this is my first entry with my new lappy, I haven't named her yet, but in time I will find out. :)

I would like to thank myself, for working hard and buying myself a new laptop.

Congratulations to myself for not asking my parentals, my sister and my gf to buy me a laptop. LOL

Well hello to independence and financial stability(not quite/I think so).

*It is not the most expensive laptop but I am damn proud I BOUGHT IT! YIEAHHH! 

I bought a wireless mouse as well. So coolness.