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Healing

Healing is the process of the restoration of health to an unbalanced, diseased or damaged organism. Healing may be physical or psychological and not without the mutual reception of these two dimensions of human health. Wikipedia

Whoever does not love does not know God, for God is love. 1 John 4:8

It wasn't easy being under your crowd. There's this love and hate between the two of us. I can't pin point exactly what the hell was wrong with you for you to treat me wrongly. We were suppose to be good friends, I really thought we were. The longest communication we had was when you were so drunk. You were incredibly the best source of "chismis". You are so smart you make the wrong, right. 

You refuse to praise me. You always put me down. You never believed in me. You belittled my plight. You hated me. As hard as it may seem, you never heard anything rude from me. I never pointed a finger at you. I will never understand your actions and heck I refuse to understand. 

I asked myself, bakit ako natakot sayo? di ka naman si God? I guess I was too nice. I was thinking that someday you'll reciprocate kindness. Here we are, strangers. You were a lesson and a blessing. You made me realize my worth. I learned to love myself more because of you and I am still lucky God gave me you in a short time. 

I forgive you. 

All your lies. Your heart breaking haunting words. You are still in my prayers. I pray that God may tame your tongue and let you say what is good about others rather than pointing at their imperfections. 
I pray that if you are hurting inside, please don't hurt other people. Do not hurt others especially when you are hurting inside.