Planning.

I am a firm believer of PLANNING.
Without planning, you end up nothing.
You waste everything.

To make a comeback, get something, win something you must plan.
To want something to last and at least reach the point of happiness you must plan.

LEARN how to PLAN. Analyze everything using the swot analysis.
We can apply SWOT ANALYSIS in our daily lives. You don't need to jot them down.

I believe it this shit - "IF YOU FAIL TO PLAN, YOU PLAN TO FAIL"
Like lying, if you plan a good lie, you will get out of it smartly.
Plan your shit, plan your whereabouts so you are not wasting your time.

Plant a great plan of making them believe you are the victim, cry and tell the whole world the service went wrong.

Make 3 plans. A, B, and C. If it doesn't work, theres always PLAN D.

Kung gusto mo ng madaming babae at lalake, plan your schedule. PLAN.

OK. PLAN. LECHE. Ayusin mo buhay mo.

FIX YOUR LIFE and MAKE A PLAN or at least get a planner. :))) 

PAEDOPHILE/ REVELATION

To the PAEDOPHILE(Link) who threatened me during my last semester in college.

Congratulations, I've heard you married your former student now. She's a very lucky girl I guess, just so you know I never really liked your wife, she's a good person but lacks internal logic and understanding. I don't want to sound bitter cause I am really not. I am just disgusted and irritated to the fact that we dated and somehow I became connected.

It was unfortunate of me that I encountered you and became my professor. Wednesdays and Fridays was always been a nightmare for me, cause you sounded like you know me very well. You even cracked a stupid joke about gay people. You thought you were that cute, for some, but for me, you are really disgusting. You try to humiliate me at class for simple vocabulary that is obviously self explanatory. You gave me a grade that I don't deserve and you never looked me in the eyes. I wonder WHY?

After a year, I've heard, you are out of the institution where you graduated and taught history. It turned out that your wife wasn't the only student you dated. I've heard somebody wrote a letter of complaint about you and your habit of dating students. I've heard I was a suspect.

But honestly, I didn't file a complaint against you. I wish I did, all I had to do was to sent it via email, however there's one thing that I knew why I didn't send that email, cause a lot of times I just let karma works its way so much than exhausting my time and energy.

BUT I REALLY WISH I DID SENT YOU OUT OF THE INSTITUTION.

Since then. I learned to fight for my self MORE and never ever ever EVER let anyone put me down.

Lastly, now that you are married, I hope you are not into dating students anymore.  I hope you stopped dating students now that you married your favorite student. Have a great life pig.

JANUARY 23

THE REAL DIET BEGINS on the said date. WHY?
Cause Mom's birthday will be on the 22nd, so kainan yun. Actually I am really on a diet and nagzuzumba ako gabi gabi. LOL. Since I lost all of my ganda ang kapogian. I must be gorgeous again this YEAR. OK!

2013 MOTTO to MAKE MY CRUSH, CRUSH ME. srly. pakyu sa mga kokontra, or as per MOM baka magka boypren pa ako. OMG. Naniniwala pa talaga siya na magkakabf pa ako. NO.

So ito ang gagamitin ko. Disregard the kalat behind me.

CLEAN 9 - Forever Living Product. Mom lost 4kg in 5 days. If I lose weight losing this unicorn, I will definitely sell this thing. I will lose WEIGHT. EHE.

Tiwala lang. Kapit bisig. 

BS AKOLOGY

This is a self centered entry, but if you want to know me, well hello there keep reading.

Wish. I wish to find someone like me or better than me. Someone you won't ditch around and listen.

Demanding. They say I am demanding,  my answer is NO I AM NOT. I just think and believe that their is such things as constant "alam mo na dapat yun" Example - saying po and opo to older people. I don't need to explain these things though.

Subtle. I don't need to be subtle. Maayos tapos. VeranGaling ako e.

Decisions. I make wrong decisions, I may fuck up a little. I say wrong words. But i'll always have good intentions.

Religious. I am not the religious type but I know and I am afraid of him. No need to talk shit about my ways about our God. I believe him. I love him. Just don't start.

Opinion. If you don't want my opinion, then don't ask. I am vulnerable. I can detect when you are not worthy of my time.

Terrified. I am terrified of my own grief most of the time, expect hanging moments of over thinking when I am with you.

Over analyze. Most of the time my instincts are right. Expect change at all times.

Things. Things change, feelings change. Move on. Let go.

Acting. I wish I was an actress. But I hate acting like I don't care when it's really tearing me apart.

Disappointments. Nothing hurts more that being disappointed by the people you thought who would never hurt you.

Lies. Don't you dare lie to me. I can accept truth but lies are forever.

Business. The trick of business is to mind your own business. I am very meticulous in business related issues.

Crush. Don't pretend to like lesbians like me. Love me for who I am and please stay right beside me.

Animals. Dog. I love them, its amazing how intuitive they are when people are feeling down.

Boys. I got lot's of them. I don't hate them. I just like girls better. If you wanna date me? get a vagina.

Love. I have no idea if I'll ever marry a girl, but one things for sure, I'll do everything to make it happen. My love is unconditional, I'll love you everyday in every ways I can. Definitely not younger than me. Should be older or just my age. IDK. Try me kids. Don't respect me, bastusin ninyo ako LOL

Friends. I have few friends, I think. And they happen to love me for who I am. I am very exclusive. If you happen to hurt them, expect hell from me.

Sports. I've always been athletic ever since, but I was really a tennis player back then. But I excelled more in basketball. Now I am into boxing.

Type. S3. Smart. Sexy. Simple. These are my standards for a girl.

Exes. 2 ex gf, 2 ex bf.

Hobbies. Blogging. Baking. Watching movies. Traveling. Reading. Miss Universe. :)))

Funny. Sometimes. Depends.

Serious. Most of the time, but I am not snob.

Interests. Anything not related to stupidity and dumbness.

Family. I love everyone. Whatever happens. We are one team.

Afraid. Of losing someone close to me. Of betrayal. Of losing. 

Six Degrees of Separation - Berts Urdaneta Edition

"Six Degrees Of Separation"
  The Script

You've read the books,
You've watched the shows,
What's the best way no one knows, yeah,
Meditate, get hypnotized.
Anything to take from your mind.
But it won't go, ohhhh ohhh
You're doing all these things out of desperation,
Ohhh ohhh,
You're going through six degrees of separation.

You hit the drink, you take a toke
Watch the past go up in smoke.
Fake a smile, yeah, lie and say that,
You're better now than ever, and your life's okay
When it's not. No.
You're doing all these things out of desperation,
Ohhh ohhh,
You're going through six degrees of separation.

First, you think the worst is a broken heart
What's gonna kill you is the second part
And the third, Is when your world splits down the middle
And fourth, you're gonna think that you fixed yourself
Fifth, you see them out with someone else
And the sixth, is when you admit that you may have fucked up a little

(Oh no there ain't no help, it's every man for himself)
(No no there ain't no help, it's every man for himself)

You tell your friends, yeah, strangers too,
Anyone who'll throw an arm around you, yeah
Tarot cards
Gems and stones,
Believing all that shit is gonna heal your soul.
Well it's not, no, wohhhh

You're only doing things out of desperation,
Ohhh ohhh,
You're goin' through six degrees of separation.

First, you think the worst is a broken heart
What's gonna kill you is the second part
And the third, Is when your world splits down the middle
And fourth, you're gonna think that you fixed yourself
Fifth, you see them out with someone else
And the sixth, is when you admit that you may have fucked up a little

No there's no starting over,
Without finding closure, you'd take them back,
No hesitation,
That's when you know you've reached the sixth degree of separation

No there's no starting over,
Without finding closure, you'd take them back,
No hesitation,
That's when you know you've reached the sixth degree of separation

First, you think the worst is a broken heart
What's gonna kill you is the second part
And the third, Is when your world splits down the middle
And fourth, you're gonna think that you fixed yourself
Fifth, you see them out with someone else
And the sixth, is when you admit that you may have fucked up a little

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The script song's are very well written and this song is one of the best songs I've heard from them.  They're songs are gon to help you through anything that is heart break related. Anyway I have my own order of six degrees of separation. 

FIRST, you see them with someone else.
Second think the worst is a broken heart.
What's gonna kill you is the THIRD part. 
And the FOURTH, Is when your world splits down the middle!
And FIFTH, you're gonna think that you fixed yourself
And the SIXTH is when you admit that you may have fucked up a little! 


I am on the sixth part. I hope. I may have fucked up a little, but I was not really informed. LOL 

I WAS NOT INFORMED. I WAS JUST KEEN ENOUGH TO. Ok. Enough. I refuse to think of her. 


Toooodles. 

F4

Before anything else. I AM A BIG FAN OF F4.

Before the Korean craze, this boy band was the most popular ever power when I was in HS, I remember buying learn mandarin books and chose Mandarin as my foreign language subject over french. This was just to understand what the heck are they singing. I admit wasting my savings for me to collect their series, stickers and posters. I remember I would spend money just to see them and be star struck. They're HUGE  a part of my HS life! I missed those days I really got crazy over Ken Chu, cause some say I looked like him. LOL. I like them all. RAWR.

Wasn't able to watch their concert in Manila cause I was in Riyadh for HS, but way back I was filled with regrets for not having to watch their concert. But I was informed somebody uploaded they're concert in Youtube. I'll just look and watch it during free time, to bring back the fire. :))))

I am just so glad they'll be reunited once again for a Lunar New Year Special!

                                           Jerry Yan, Vaness Wu, Ken Zzu and Vic Chou

According to a certain Jayne Stars, the group will be appearing as one of the performers for the Chinese New Year show that will be broadcast via Jiangsu Satellite TV (JSTV) after a pre-recording in Beijing in January 2013.

We will get to hear the group sing their hit song, "Meteor Rain".

Well, F4 first rose to fame through the Taiwanese TV series, "Meteor Garden" - it was an adaptation of the japanese comic "Hana Yori Dango". The drama started with four elite, handsome wealthy heirs Jerry Yan as the super mean "Dao Ming Si", Vic Chou as the quiet type and most likeable member of F4 "Hua Ze Lei" and the playboys Vanness Wu as "Mei Zuo" and Ken Chu as "Xi Men".

The drama was a hit all over Asia, to the extent that the members were recruited to help promote tourism for Taiwan. I would still go to Taiwan if sila sasalubong saakin. OMG.

However, prolly, sad to say, 2008, F4 technically disbanded, with each member focusing on individual projects instead.

"DAO MING SI! PANTAN!!!" :')))))) Epic*

So yeah. BOO KPOP! HORRAAAYYY FOR F4!

Flower Forever.. ahihih XD

 

My Birthday Gift for BBKISS

HAHAHA!

Happy Birthday KID! XD