4/28/21

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Ito na siguro ung pinaka BIG break na sinasabi ng lahat. Pero somewhere, in the middle of my heart, where I always feel like there is a huge hole that nobody can fill. I can only think of my sweet, loving and adorable Mom. 

I miss you MOM! I did it again! I see you smiling at me.Hayyy...

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Dear MOM,

Things are going well, I met someone, she is so nice, she takes good care of me and I take care of her too. She's tall, but I don't really care. I didn't expect to fall for her. But I did, I love her. Sayang, sana na-meet mo siya, I bet parehas kayong ma papa-tiktok, She is fun. She is way better than the rest. She loves me at my worst and only sees me as a priority. She has huge respect to you, even if hindi ka niya nakilala and that's really important yung may respect sa isa't isa and she's really into girls. Sana siya na Mommy, sana siya na life partner ko. Just that the damage from my previous lovers are affecting me, pero I hope she stays with me. She makes me happy. 

Mom, I live on my own now. I am paying rent, bills, bills, and I bought my dream car! I wish you were here when I took the car from Mazda showroom, ang saya ko, mas masaya siguro ako kung kasama ka, kayo ni gf nung gabing yon. I wish you were here. 

Work these days are overwhelming, I get to think of you more often. My FB memories points to movie dates with you. How I miss how you lift me up when I feel weak. You are such a happy pill Mom, you make things okay. I hope I made you proud up there. After all the breakdowns with you, Mom I got promotion again! Hehe... Ito na yung sinasabi mong, magaling ako. Yes! Finally naramdaman ko na naman siya. Thanks MOM! I will survive! I love you every day! please guide me always. 

Jul