4/4/19

Not Everyone You Lose is a Loss

Well hello Berts, this is my first post in 2019.

I thought of writing an entry while my partner is studying her RBT course online, at the moment we are in Aloft DCC. We just had our dinner here in Han Shi Fu, the food is amazing by the way, I think they are far better than PF Changs(which is overpriced now). I think I am already drunk, tonight is ladies night!

Anyhow, I have been dying to write these past few days, because writing helps me vent and release tension. Oh Yes, I was in tension this evening due to work. Ugh I just can't wait to be a business owner, so tired of being a corporate slave. So there's this video my partner showed me, that not everyone you lose is a loss. My thoughts. Ok. I will write about it soon. And that soon, went on and on and on until today is April 3rd.

......................There will always be 2 sides of a story. 10:27PM.

When I faced 2018, I already set my mind to positivity, I already accepted that life is not fair. Life will hit you hard, but you have to stand up and learn from each fall you had. I carry no grudge, really, because after all the betrayal and karmas, I found the love that chooses me and only me.

It took a lot of reflection, self pity, patience and love. But the best thing I have learned was never hate anyone.The world is already filled with hatred and I could never be one bitter semi lad who can only think of what ifs. Let's all move on, be happy, forgiving and loving.

About the video, well I am very thankful to all the people who took the courage to ghost me in the middle of a crash and burn situation.

A lesson and a scar. I don't even think it is a grueling task to think if I was worth the time. It is pointless. We have to grow up and move forward. Come to think of it?

Things change. People Change. Circumstances change.

Let's cut those old loose ties, cut all the memories, because sticking together won't do good anymore. Leave, save yourself, don't look back, there's nothing more hurtful to save yourself. This is where we are good at, run away, because being self fish is very easy? right?