1 I love cutting my hair short, some say I look happy and free. Puge minsan lol. Ikr! No need to comb my hair! Yes tamad ako mag suklay. I prefer the after bed look. Usually when my hair reaches my nape I go to profiles salon in katipunan and have my hair cut by Sonny. Btw, he's my favorite hair stylist! ;)) I dont care if he's gay or not! He's really good! The thing here is I love it when my hair is short but on the other hand men or stupid boys are 80% homophobic(IMO- in my opinion) they tend to be mean with us lgbt people. They are stupid insecure human beings, I dont even consider them as humans sometimes lol. Why cant men be open minded? Why? Ohh oonga pala! Men are extra nice with me lalo mna pag naka pony tail ako. Lol. Pakshit naman kasi ang init.
2 I am not super butch. I am not too tomboy sometimes. Honestly! Depende talaga sa mood ko kaya nahirapan din ako mag out. Lol.
3 Sad to say that when I was an Account Executive,(short hair) I used to wear a ring on my left hand so that my clients know/feel that I am married. That way it eliminates the thought that this sales person is a lesbow. Majority of my clients were male. Alpha stupid male. I had a few female clients back then, they usually think that I am just plain childish. Well whatever!
4 Then again, now that I am out of the closet I am still afraid to get bullied, to get unwanted opinions about how I look.
5 May 5, my sisters wedding, my sister said its ok to cut my hair. Supporting that wedding I have this friggin "sagala" or flores the achuchuchu on mid May at Paete. Lol. Mayhem!
6 I want my hair short but I might look too tomboy! Lol
7 Ill be in Thailand on April 29, to watch Yes or No Concert. Meet and greet Aom and Tina. I really want my hair cut so that Maybe just maybe I could be Aom's international lover lol pwede mangarap diba?? I want my hair short!
8 I want my hair short but my friends parents might hate or be irritated at me. Some of the oldies or the tanders bracket are not that liberal. I am so afraid for their comments. I remember when a friend's father told me once. "ikaw sana papaligawan ko sa anak ko e, ttomboy tomboy lang".
Soooooo what mas pogi ako sa anak niyo!!! Lol
9 Another friend of mine who was very christian, his father wanted to asked me if i am a tomboy, I can see it in his eyes he wanted to say impolite words. I dont hate christian/bornagain people pero ito lang dasal kayo ng dasal jan ng 5 oras e ansasama naman ng ugali mga chismosa mapanlait pa! Wait lang did God told you or gave you the right to hurt us lgbt people? Do you have the authority to just be inappropriate??? Naiinis lang ako. Keber na dapat ako kung keber, pero sino ka para magbasa ng bibliya sa harap ko. Kala mo naman kabait. Lech! Wag niu ko isali sa alive alive na yan! Pistingyawa! Ok na hb ako.... Respeto yun lang.
10 I want to be a business owner. Coffee shop, pero natatakot ako na baka walang bumili saakin kasi ganto ako.
Alam ko dapat hindi ko na ito iniisip. Alam ko hindi ko na dapat hinihimay pa ang lahat. Realization I am still afraid!
But I will come out strong. I am a strong person!
So eto na. Gusto ko talaga mag pagupit. Haharapin ko ang hagupit! Naks. Sorry malupit! Lol! Mabuhok mong armpit! Weh! Lol
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